Stef, Again and Forever

[lilicea]

Yeah, I'm pissed right now. She stole my hair clips a few days ago, and now she's saying it's not her fault that she lost them. I know, their just hair clips, but it's never just that, it's everything, the general lack of respect in this whole family. It gets old fast, and I remember a main reason I moved out. It was fine for awhile, but damn.

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[zaire]

Listen, I'm sure you don't lead a really great life, and there is a lot of shit that just isn't fair, especially to put pressure on you, but you know that I am here for you always, no matter what I feel. Lately, it's occured to me what it is that I really do go through, and it's nothing compared to the pressure that everyone weighs onto you, and expects you to get through it. That's what I've been going through, people letting loads of their pressure onto me, but I help them though it, and that reassures me that it's the right thing. I know that alot of the times that I can be moody, I admit, but I'm only human. As a human, I wish for a lot of things that I can't get, and it's depressing as fuck. I'll always listen to what you have to say, and I will always be there to help, almost 24/7 (When my cell is working! XD), and you're always welcome if you need somewhere to escape to. A bit out of the way, but it's an offer.. I assure you, I'm not prefect, but there are a few things you may not have realized about me just yet.. I'm really not a bad person, and as I've told you before, I have trouble dealing with emotions, which I'm sure everyone has witnessed.. I hope this little bit helps, lack of missing talking to you when you needed it.. Just let me know what's going on sometime, Until then.
~-Sephiroth-~

The tears I feel today
I'll wait to shed tomorrow.
Though I'll not sleep this night
Nor find surcease from sorrow.
My eyes must keep their sight:
I dare not be tear-blinded.
I must be free to talk
Not choked with grief, clear-minded.
My mouth cannot betray
The anguish that I know.
Yes, I'll keep my tears for later:
But my grief will never go.
-Mellony's "Song for Petiron"-

[lilicea]

Thanx Brandon. Bunny. LOL. I'm eating nachos. I'm in a much better mood now. I went to the gym, even in a blizzard. (That's motivation!) When do you work this week? Cause it sucks when I can only see you for like half an hour before I fall asleep. So, fill me in on that, and we can chat. Until then, nachos.

[zaire]

Well, this week, that I know of for my schedule is Friday night and Saturday night, I got Sunday OFF! ^_^ Hopefully see you then?
~-Sephiroth-~

The tears I feel today
I'll wait to shed tomorrow.
Though I'll not sleep this night
Nor find surcease from sorrow.
My eyes must keep their sight:
I dare not be tear-blinded.
I must be free to talk
Not choked with grief, clear-minded.
My mouth cannot betray
The anguish that I know.
Yes, I'll keep my tears for later:
But my grief will never go.
-Mellony's "Song for Petiron"-

[lilicea]

No, you'll see me tomorrow, damn you! LOL. Other than that, we can't get my moms car out of our driveway/lawn. So we may need help......Byes sunshines