Dec 15, 2004 21:17
I got my apartment!!! Yes! Charlotte's sitting on my lap right now, and we're just chillin', procrastinating on typing up my last paper for the semester!!! Anyways, my mom and me made up a list of things I'm gonna need for when I move, toaster, dishes, towels, etc. It was exciting, because I'm a freak and I love planning this stuff. I have been around Steve for like the last 2 1/2 days straight, it was really great. I miss the big goof when I don't see him for days on end. Yeah. I'm still nervous about moving out, expenses are mounting quickly, and you've gotta think, I'm still in high school for most purposes! But I feel overly accomplished, so I'm doing good. I'm tired as all hell though. Lately I have been, I took a nap at Steve's today, just passed out right in his bed. It was comfy. I'm trying (key word there) to see if he wants to move with me. That would be really cool, I wouldn't be alone, he could be my security (grrr) and he's one of the few people I can be around for days on end and not want to kill. (Well, that may be taking it a bit too far) I think I'm mildly scared though, Adriane bought me Christmas presents....hmmmm...guess I'm more a part of that family than I thought! Things are overall coming together, and what's not coming together, I'm working on. So I just have to be a stubborn ass, and I can make this work. Wish me luck!!! Happy Holidays....
*Lilicea*