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I feel really good today.
I started not letting Lilia get away with the fits cause I felt guilty as though I was the cause. She learnt a new word I havent had anyone to share that with but she points to the moon and yells mooooon. She loves to sit in trees i think shes def one of the earth.
I dont think I want him back, I really dont. I deserve to gain me back again. He makes me so submissive I dont even realise how he manipulates my thoughts and feelings.
i am going to do to therapy even if it can give me a clean break. He told me he wants to do it so he can show me how wrong I am with someone there to help me see and stop his anger.
He had all day off work and didnt see his children, do i really want to be with a man so unfeeling. If he can act that way about his blood JESUS CHRIST how can i expect him to love him the way I need to be loved.
I want a man, someone who puts his arm around me when another man approaches I dont want a fucken beast but someone who subconciously states this is mine.
Unplanned sex sex for passion not for it should be.
i have faults I am loud, I drink too much i smoke too much, I am selfish and ignorant. But i am passionate, I am selfless too, i am caring, I am loving I am wonderful and I WILL NOT LET HIM STOP ME FROM SEEING THAT ANY MORE
I started not letting Lilia get away with the fits cause I felt guilty as though I was the cause. She learnt a new word I havent had anyone to share that with but she points to the moon and yells mooooon. She loves to sit in trees i think shes def one of the earth.
I dont think I want him back, I really dont. I deserve to gain me back again. He makes me so submissive I dont even realise how he manipulates my thoughts and feelings.
i am going to do to therapy even if it can give me a clean break. He told me he wants to do it so he can show me how wrong I am with someone there to help me see and stop his anger.
He had all day off work and didnt see his children, do i really want to be with a man so unfeeling. If he can act that way about his blood JESUS CHRIST how can i expect him to love him the way I need to be loved.
I want a man, someone who puts his arm around me when another man approaches I dont want a fucken beast but someone who subconciously states this is mine.
Unplanned sex sex for passion not for it should be.
i have faults I am loud, I drink too much i smoke too much, I am selfish and ignorant. But i am passionate, I am selfless too, i am caring, I am loving I am wonderful and I WILL NOT LET HIM STOP ME FROM SEEING THAT ANY MORE