Nov 29, 2005 00:17
Sometimes I don't know why I even care at all. I mean I know it's nothing, and i know it's so fucking ridiculous when I care...because I know how he feels. and I trust him. BUt something about it gets to me. Oh welllll, part of the territory of being girlfriend I suppose.
on another note, i'm pissed at mike for being stupid to kim...(sorry kim) I could probably bash his head into a wall....MEH. I can't wait for kim to find a fun boy who will not have baggage and be her dream guy. hehehe. the greek one kim eh?
**I really am in love. I used to think it wasn't possible for people to fall in love as a teenager, but it is I tell you. He's the only one who can wipe away a tear and make my troubles disapear. He makes my heart pound each time I see him. Every time it's something new, I never really know what to expect.. I love when he envelopes me in his touch, and hug, or his spoon. I love holding him when he needs it most, and I love being held when I need it. I love eating and tickling...everything about him. I love how he reasures me when I'm down, and tells me I"m beautiful and kisses my forehead, it feels amazing. I love you Pat.
i heart you kimmi