Close your eyes and think with your heart before letting go.
That was a random title for this entry, but oh well. I'm allowed to be random. I don't even remember updating the last time, I've just been so busyyy. Cape cod...ok I wrote about that. I've basically been working a lot, which has been going good I guess. I finished my last training for waitress the other night, I'll get about two waitress shifts in before I leave for school the 25th. I'm both so excited and frightened. I wish I didn't have to leave pat....i wish he was going to be there too. But I have so much faith in us. I dont really worry about us staying together or being faithful or anything liek that..because i know the answers to both of those. Its more fear of not seeing each other as much. In fear because i'm so in love.....but like i said, I have faith. and we've made it through some big shittt. :-). He's my soul and I'm his mate. But anyways I won't go on about my love life....
I went to the dentist the other day....eek I need braces again and jaw surgery..how wonderful eh? I will be getting my braces in lke october and my surgery next summer. I guess if I dont i will develope serious TMJ in my jaw. My jaw is weird..i have big Upperbite as they call it...not an overbite, but an upperbite...my teeth dont close in front...and you woudnt know it unless you actually went and looked at my mouth when I closed my teeth and smiled wide. But yeah...splendid...
Next year at school I'm trying out for acappella and drama. I'm so excited. I will also do intramural soccer when I have time and club track and field. it sounds like a lot, but i think track and field is only second semester. Oha nd I may try to do jazz band...yeah I'm probably dreaming to be able to fit all this stuff in, but oh well...i'm allowed to think that way if I want to. OOO I'm so happy I'm done with work on the 16th! so I get a lot of time to wrap stuff up here before i leave. get to hang out with my friends a lot and pat :-) :-) :-) Today I went to 6 flags with kim and pat. we had so much fun..but it was pretty tiring..gosh 6 flags is hectic. But yeah, I'm bored of typing and too lazy to write more
I went to the dentist the other day....eek I need braces again and jaw surgery..how wonderful eh? I will be getting my braces in lke october and my surgery next summer. I guess if I dont i will develope serious TMJ in my jaw. My jaw is weird..i have big Upperbite as they call it...not an overbite, but an upperbite...my teeth dont close in front...and you woudnt know it unless you actually went and looked at my mouth when I closed my teeth and smiled wide. But yeah...splendid...
Next year at school I'm trying out for acappella and drama. I'm so excited. I will also do intramural soccer when I have time and club track and field. it sounds like a lot, but i think track and field is only second semester. Oha nd I may try to do jazz band...yeah I'm probably dreaming to be able to fit all this stuff in, but oh well...i'm allowed to think that way if I want to. OOO I'm so happy I'm done with work on the 16th! so I get a lot of time to wrap stuff up here before i leave. get to hang out with my friends a lot and pat :-) :-) :-) Today I went to 6 flags with kim and pat. we had so much fun..but it was pretty tiring..gosh 6 flags is hectic. But yeah, I'm bored of typing and too lazy to write more