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It's been a long few days. I've been working a lot. Last night I slept at pat's. we went into bratt and ate at friendlies and got a movie at first run. We then went back to his house and watched our movie, ate, talked, and watcched a lot of friends season 9 on dvd. By the time we went to our "seperate" rooms it was about 4! I stayed up till 5 reading a magazine though. hehe. Today we didnt get out of bed until like 145pm!!! it was crazy. We then hung out all day and ATE, we actually ended up playing HORSE outside with his basketball...and mind you neither of us are basketball athletes hehe. We just fucked around and had fun. I left to come home around 6ish tonight and have been just relaxing ever since. A nice night to myself. Sometimes I feel so comfortable with pat. I'm so content. I feel I can bear all of me to him and not feel embarassed about anything regarding me or my past. Even though there are certain happenings I regret which happened before pat. I have no idea where we'll end up. I have no idea. I could see us either being best friends for the rest of our lives, or be lovers for the rest of our lives, or end up i dont know. but the connection is so strong. I can't imagine not having it. I leave for college soon, a little over a month. I'm both scared and excited.
"What you want may make you cry, while what you need passes you by" This is advice for someone very dear to me. You'll know who you are when you read it. Please. you're so much better then you let yourself feel. Stop trying to gain acceptance from people who don't give a shit about you. The ones that really matter are right in front of you. You could be happy. You don't really have the shaft.
Yup--thats my way of dealing with giving advice to people who ask for it, but do not listen to it. LIVEJOURNAL WOO! hah.
"What you want may make you cry, while what you need passes you by" This is advice for someone very dear to me. You'll know who you are when you read it. Please. you're so much better then you let yourself feel. Stop trying to gain acceptance from people who don't give a shit about you. The ones that really matter are right in front of you. You could be happy. You don't really have the shaft.
Yup--thats my way of dealing with giving advice to people who ask for it, but do not listen to it. LIVEJOURNAL WOO! hah.