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As I sit here and look at this blank page not a whole lot comes to mind. Im unsure of what to say, or where to start. A million thoughts are running though my head. What should I write? How much should I let out so that others can read, see, or even relate too...
Today was an okay day..I just havent really felt myself. I go to work, deal with the same shit just another day, deal with the same associates, same people and the same answers over and over again. I just want a change. I want for once for my day to be mixed up and unsure what to say or do. I just, I wouldnt call it bored, Im just looking to do something new, or try something new. But at the same time part of me is like wellll forget it. Your fine where your at and you do your job. There would logically be no reason for me to go anywhere else but where Im at. Im obviously not going very far. I fear what I lack is motivation and confidence but please, can one tell me where I can find these two things? Are they like drugs that I need to seek out and find where they are located? Im just confused and puzzled on how and where to go from here. Im tired of the day to day routene of me not being able to motivate myself to even get out of bed or do anything that I really desire. But what is it that I desire. Im just as confused as you are...
I need to stop eating so much damn shit and finally just start a diet. I know Im not over weight but I know that I am at that point where I will be if I dont. I dont know what or where to start but once again I run into the motivation issue..All of this is just a bunch of ramble in my brain...
Today was an okay day..I just havent really felt myself. I go to work, deal with the same shit just another day, deal with the same associates, same people and the same answers over and over again. I just want a change. I want for once for my day to be mixed up and unsure what to say or do. I just, I wouldnt call it bored, Im just looking to do something new, or try something new. But at the same time part of me is like wellll forget it. Your fine where your at and you do your job. There would logically be no reason for me to go anywhere else but where Im at. Im obviously not going very far. I fear what I lack is motivation and confidence but please, can one tell me where I can find these two things? Are they like drugs that I need to seek out and find where they are located? Im just confused and puzzled on how and where to go from here. Im tired of the day to day routene of me not being able to motivate myself to even get out of bed or do anything that I really desire. But what is it that I desire. Im just as confused as you are...
I need to stop eating so much damn shit and finally just start a diet. I know Im not over weight but I know that I am at that point where I will be if I dont. I dont know what or where to start but once again I run into the motivation issue..All of this is just a bunch of ramble in my brain...