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hi everybody. how has everyone been. well my parents are out of town...YAY! hahaha i've been doinng alot of shit haha. well just hanging out with adrian and aaron and the other guys. there so cool to hang out all we do is talk about stupid things and watch adrian be drunk! hahaha. i went with them to the dessert on the fourth of july to pop fire crackers. adrian was sooo wasted! hahaha. all the guys were there and adrian and aaron's family. aarons baby is sooo cute he's like five months now i think. he's so cute. erika was there........ omg she was being nice to me. we had one interesting conversation heh heh heh. i also saw david viado damn his car is all fixed up now. its pretty nice. we've had cheer camp since tuesday. its ok but i'm just frustrated. i can't get my shit together. i also don't feel like were bonding. yup of course theres everyone is there little groups. i'm proud of myself i'm not in any. i try talking to everyone but eh they just go off. i do'nt feel like were getting anywhere. my sister was talking to me today and she pretty much threw it in my face about how were performing how were acting and what is going on. i started crying becuz..... she's right. i just i dunno i want to say something but i don't want anyone getting offended. i dunno and i just don't want to tell the wrong people cuz they'll take it a wrong way. i'm just gonna do my part and do everything full out that way i'll feel like I'M accomplishing something. ok anyways gotta get that out of my head. i've been working so much! hahha my check was pretty good too! yay. as for boys.... none! me and joey don't talk anymore and there's another guy that pretty much i know i cna't have anything with. you know they ones you want you can't have. but yeah i don't dwell on it. i get off with my life. well i gots to go practice my cheers. buh bye