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i just got home right now man. ga that took forever. what an interesting day. it was pretty tite but it had a lil down side too. anyways i wrote mr. jeremiah a letter today cuz he was all weirded out with me. this whole week he acted kinda different so i asked him hey well whats up dude let me in tell me whats going on. but of course he didn't (guys what do you expect.) before i left he told me he was gonna write me a letter so we'll see whats up. so yeah yesterday the cops were driving by my house cuz my bro and his friends were throwing water balloons at cars. but they didn't get caught lol. i was doing my homework all day yesterday and i'm still not done everything is due tom! back to today. well iwas going to fifth period when i stopped by joey;s class i think he's getting pink eye! ew aye how sad so i gave him my eyedrops he's been really sick. oh my god after fifth was real upsetting man. we haave these projects for US history due tom the equal an exam grade and joey just threw the papers on the floor.... i got so mad and he just acted like he didn't care i looked at him like how can you just not care about your education man. i told him you know you can't be doing this we have another project or a research paper due for english. i told him he was GOING to do it and he had no choice. i said he better go to class and listen to mr evans talk about.( by the way he didn't go to sixth he ditched) i felt bad ya know. like i practically cried cuz it just feels like no one else cares for him so i have to. not that i don't want to cuz i do wanna care for him. i stress for him about school and his family just makes it worse. i didn't realize how much he didn't give a shit about school. i realized that i shouldn't be caring about him doing hiss work if he doesn't care.... its just sad nikko was telling me how he doesn't see himself going to college but i mean ok but at least graduate. so yeah i dunno i just i can't see myself being with a guy like that cuz i have more potential on doing bigger things in my life and going to school is one of them to. i just gotta stop caring for people like that its too stressful.