Sep 27, 2009 23:54
Insert gun in mouth.
Place index finger on trigger.
SHOOT.
IM JK. its not THAT bad. It's getting a whole lot better actually. On the plus side, all this busy time I have gives Gilbert the chance to actually miss me, and want me more! hehe YES!
We spoke about how if he wasn't leaving to L.A. he would have loved to have lived with me. UGH. yea talk about big bummers. Its working SO well these days, even he says so lol. W.e. It's up to me to just think about the present and that's what I'm doing.
i love him.