Dear Journal,
I haven't been doing well at all. I haven't been this miserable in a long time...
I mean so miserable that I started writing in a paper journal... I don't want to really talk about it right now, because I'm hoping that things will get better soon.
If not, you'll know LJ. You'll know.
But to take my mind off things, I took this from Jamie's journal:
2006 in Retrospective
1.] What did you do in 2006 that you have never done before?
Traveled long-distance without my family,
[2.] Did you keep all of last years resolutions?
I wanted to live for just myself and take care of myself better.
I'd say it was 50/50.
[3.] Have you any resolutions for next year?
I hope to be a stronger better person.
[4.] What countries did you visit?
None.
[5.] What would you like to have in 2007 that you didn't have in 2006?
More money and a trip to Japan!
[6.] What date in 2006 will remain etched in your memory?
A few: March 14th and December 16th
[7.] What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Biggest achievement of the year? I would say I guess staying in school? Woo?
[8.] What was your biggest failure?
Oh jeeze... can we say relationships?
[9.] Did you suffer any illness or injury?
I always have a sinus infection in March, but last year my butt remained intact.
[10.] What was the best thing you bought?
I paid for my tuition for Spring semester all on my own.
[11.] Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
MEN! Namely Yoshi and Eisuke...
[12.] Where did most of your money go?
School.
[13.] What did you get really really really excited about?
Seeing Yoshi in March.
[14.] What songs & poems will always remind you of 2006?
Everything by Hotei!
[15.] Compared to this time last year are you :
[A] Fatter or thinner? About the same.
[B] Happier or sadder? I'm so depressed right now.
[C] Richer or poorer? Richer, actually and that's not saying a lot.
[16.] What do you wish you'd done more of?
Studying Japanese!
[17.] What do you wish you'd done less of?
Deal with relationships.
[18.] How will you be spending Christmas?
With family, same-old-same-old.
[19.] Which LJ users did you meet for the first time?
I don't know?
[20.] Did you fall in love in 2006?
Who knows? :S But I know I fell and it hurt.
[21.] How many one night stands?
How about all-nighters? Cause I did a few of those. (You know, STUDYING.)
[22] What was your favorite TV show?
I don't watch TV much.
[23.] Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
:< I don't hate anyone, but there are a few on my shitty-people list.
[24.] What was/were the best books you read?
I only read textbooks...
[25.] What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hotei and Josh Groban!
[26.] What did you want and get?
[27.] What did you want and not get?
Good grades.
[28.] What was your favorite film this year?
Favorite movie? Hmm...? I don't know...?
[29.] What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
I spent my 20th birthday depressed and alone. I did homework, some laundry and Yoshi came over and took me to octopus and sushi. But, he got mad a me, because I kept talking on the phone and because he's Yoshi. My family forgot about my birthday. It was depressing...
[30.] What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
Less heartbreaks, less drama.
[31.] How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
Same-old-same-old. But, I started dressing nicer the second half, wearing skirts and dresses.
[32.] What kept you sane?
Who said I was ever sane?
[33.] Which celebrity did you fancy the most?
Orlando Bloom and Gackt!
[34.] Which political issue stirred you the most?
Saddam being hanged!
[35.] Who did you miss?
Basically everyone.
[36.] Why don't you tell us a valuable life lesson you learned this year?
Patience is hard.
[37.] Quote a song lyric that sums up your year...
"I'm bringing sexy back"
Hahahahaha... juuuuust kidding.