Sunday and Monday
SO! I didn't write last night about yesterday cause I was very tired and I was heading to bed. But I will write now. I will start with Sunday.
Well, mum told me the night before that I was to go to church or Rebecca wasn't allowed to stay the night Sunday night. So in the morning I woke up and got ready for church because I wanted Rebecca to stay the night so we could go into town Monday. I decided that I would bring my book, Twilight, to church to read because I'm definitely not into the whole religious scene. Though when the priest was blessing the communion, I glanced over because I couldn't see Mum out of the corner of my eye standing next to me anymore. She was over by Grampa because he had passed out and was very pale. Mum and Grandma weren't able to find his pulse. I just stood there and looked to my front trying to think straight. Then people were kneeling because apparently they have to now... So I just sat down and kept my eyes front, not looking over. I was very tense. Honestly, I was afraid he had died. But I think that was the hardest I ever prayed, praying he wouldn't die, not now. Mum had rushed out and called 911 for an ambulance, but I think that was right after she saw that Grampa had fainted and they had someone keeping his head up so he couldn't choke. The priest completely stopped mass and came down. But I didn't look over to see what he did. I just saw that he came over and then shortly - maybe it wasn't shortly? - left. Everything was a blur. Someone placed their hand on my shoulder from behind me and I jolted away. Then the lady in front of me was saying something on the lines of "It'll be okay, he's going to be okay" I wasn't really listening. I was blocking everything out. I tried so hard not to cry, but a few tears got away, but I whipped them away just as quickly as they came. I didn't want anyone to pay any mind to me. After what seemed like an hour the ambulance came and Mum said something like, "Courtney, we're going." I got up so quickly that I had to grab onto the bench in front of me so I wouldn't've fallen because I had felt so faint. I bolted it to the back but they wouldn't let me out until they took Grampa out. When they passed with him on the stretcher I had to look away. Then I hushed out. I wanted to just walk home but Mum wouldn't let me. She said, "No, I will drive you home." Then she added that if I wanted to stay that the lady in front of us would drive me home after church. I told her I wanted to just walk. "No Courtney. I don't want to worry about you too," she said. I looked at her and raised my voice meekly, "No. You don't have to worry about me because I will be just fine. I want to WALK." Then she said no again and that she would drive me home. Finally I gave in and just let her drive me home. When we got home I went straight to my room. Once she left for the hospital, Dad came in to my room and asked if I was okay. I said yes and that I just wanted to go for a walk but that Mum wouldn't allow me to. But he did. I was still bundled up. So I left. But I had forgotten my music so I ran back to the house to get it. But when I went out again Ieasha was pulling into the driveway. I wanted to walk, and I told her that. But she said to get in because it would be warmer than walking. I didn't want to upset her because she did drive down just to pick me up. But I definitely did need to walk. We drove around for a while. We went to the store and the cashier started talking to a man that went to church about what happened. Ieasha went up to them and was like, "That was HER grandfather, you know." And the cashier just apologized and went back to talking to him about it. USUALLY, when someone confronts you about such a thing, you STOP talking about it. At least until the person is away. So I glared at her and they stopped. Then Ieasha and I bought popcorn and popped it then left, and drove more. We went to her house so she could get her phone and get some money because we were going to Tim Horton's. We ended up bringing Grant along with us because he wanted to see Heather. So we went to Tim Horton's then to see Heather, then to the liquor store because Grant wanted to get something for Ieasha's parents for Christmas. Then Ieasha drove me home. I thanked her and went inside. I was just about to call Rebecca when she called me. I got her to come over as soon as she could. And she did. We just hung out and talked, listened to music, went on the computer, listened to music, read, listened to music, sang, talked more. After dinner I went in for a shower then Mum, Rebecca, and I watched Mamma Mia! It was good. I saw it in theatre, so did Mum and Rebecca. After watching the movie, Rebecca and I headed to bed because we were both very tired. We talked as we were falling asleep. Oh yeah, and she wouldn't stop tapping her fingers on the mattress, so I warned her. She continued and I snuck out of bed and scared the crap out of her by grabbing her arm in the dark HAHA. It was soooo funny.
Monday morning came around and I got up at 9 am because that's when I set my alarm so I would have enough time to get ready (I won't bore you with everything I did just to get prepared to go to the mall). We left around 10:30 am. Mum and Dad dropped us off at KFC so I could get a veggie burger. Then Rebecca and I walked to MacDonald's and we ate there. After eating we went to NBN...haha. Good times. After that we went to see some prom dresses. They were very pretty. Then we walked up to the bus stop because Rebecca was in heals and she didn't want to hurt her feet by walking to the mall. I don't blame her. Finally the bus came and we got on. And there was Anita sitting there in the middle listening to her music. I sat next to her and the three of us chatted as we went to the mall together (I had invited Anita to come). When we got to the mall I saw Courtney, Hannah, and Kevin. So we went over and I introduced them to Anita. Rebecca left her bag and jacket in her mother's work office and I put my jacket in there too. The day went by so quickly! Four hours! haha. But it was so much fun because I got to see my friends and I spent the day with Anita. We flirted like crazy. We agreed with each other that we shouldn't be around each other when there are hats around because we were putting them on each other and teasing each other, messing our hair up. But it was a good laugh. That started when Kevan, Denise, Anita, and I went to Lids so Kevan could find a new hat. Anita picked out a red hat and I was like, "You need to put a big 'K' on it!" Like Mario! So we went to Shoppers but they didn't have sharpies so we went to Zellars and found one. Then after Kevan bought the marker he got Anita, Denise, and I to show how neat our writing it. Anita won and she put the 'K' on the hat haha. It was awesome. The day went on and by the end of it Hannah was trying to find a way to get her ear pierced without calling Jackie. We were down by the entrance by Old Navy. We were first outside and Anita was cold so I was hugging her then I think it was Ieasha who suggested we wait inside. Anita and I rushed in behind Ieasha, but the others stayed outside (Courtney, Hannah, and Kevin). By that time Rebecca had left with her mum (I had my jacket by then too). So Anita and I were inside flirting more and then we started to hold hands. After a little bit I looked at her and said, "Okayy..soo..I didn't want to ask you this over msn or phone, especially since I don't have my phone...I wanted to ask you in person..." then I looked at her (I was kinda looking at my feet, but I would look at her every now and then as I spoke) and was like, "Umm...Will you...go out with me?" and we both blushed but I think I was a bit more red haha. She then said yes!! I was soooo happy! I told her it was okay if she didn't want to tell her parents because they don't know she's bi. We talked a little bit more and then Hannah, Kevin, and Courtney's mum Daphne came in and they were heading up to get Hannah's ear pierced because I guess she had called and Joe said he didn't care. When we were up at the place Daphne came up behind me and was like, "Are you not going to introduce me to your girlfriend you snot?" hahahaha I was like, "Oh umm...Daphne, this is Anita..Anita, this is Daphne.." haha I had to laugh. Then Hannah was like, "Shoot! I have to pee!" Anita and I looked at each other and just laughed. "Hannah go pee before you get a needle through your ear. It really wouldn't go so well!" then Anita said to me, "Though it would be very funny!" Hannah ran off to the bathroom and it was only Anita, Kevin, and myself because Courtney went off somewheres. When Hannah came back she went to the place and we got up from sitting and went over as well and watched. She got it marked and then when the lady went over Hannah was dazing off and the piercing made her jump so badly! We burst out laughing sooo hard! After that Ieasha drove us all (Hannah, Kevin, Anita, and I) to Wal*mart at the Crossing. We parked and to my awful surprise, the people who were getting out of the car in front of us were Robbie and Brittany! I was so mad! They went a head of us cause I don't think she realized it was us. Plus, she hates Hannah and I. Good for her. We went to MacDonald's so Ieasha, Hannah, and Kevin could eat. Anita and I went to an empty table which when we sat down we realized it was the handicap table. But we agreed that if someone handicap was to come in we would move for them (Oh yeah, and I explained somewhat to Anita why I was mad at Brittany..how she is being a bitch to me when I did nothing). Ieasha made us laugh so much. Also, Hannah had come over and set the table for the three of them. Once she left, not 2 minutes later the janitor came over and cleaned the table next to where Anita and I were sitting and where Hannah had set up for herself and Kevin. Anita and I weren't able to speak to have him stop because we were laughing so hard! When Hannah came over she realized her setting was gone and I had just finished explaining what happened to Ieasha, in between breathing from laughing the story out. Anita and I were laughing so hard about it. So funny. After they finished eating Ieasha said she needed make up so I gave her my purse to go through in the bathroom for my make up to use because she was getting her passport photo taken. After a while of her taking too long we went in search for her but we couldn't find her haha. Finally Hannah texted her and asked where the heck she was. As Hannah and Kevin went to pay for whatever snack they picked out, Anita and I went to the photo place to find Ieasha. She had just finished getting her photo done. Then we saw Hannah and Kevin looking at those little toys... we went over and I dunno how exactly Anita's school came up, but Hannah was like, "OH! YOU'RE A FRENCHIE!!!" and did this ridiculous laugh that I guess she thought was french. And then she said, "OH MON DIEU!....Actually, that's about the only french I know!" haha. We all laughed at her. After that we headed over to Home Depot because Hannah wanted to see Gabe. After walking a bit and couldn't find him, Ieasha got him paged haha. So we went to the front desk, but we didn't say hi cause he was really busy. So we left. We dropped Hannah and Kevin off at the movies and then we headed to Anita's house to drop her off (she wasn't allowed to stay the night at my house cause her mum wouldn't let her cause she doesn't know me). After we dropped Anita off at home, Ieasha and I went to DQ and got some ice cream and then headed home. We started talking and I was like, "Yeah, isn't Anita so cute?" and Ieasha was like, "Yes, she is very pretty!!". When we got to my house I thanked Ieasha for driving Anita home and then thanked her for driving me home. I went in and I showed mum the shirt Anita picked out for me and the hat that I got too. Anita and I have the same hat, but mine is gray and hers is white. I went to my room and read some Twilight. Then I went on the computer until around 11 pm. I was talking to Anita. I told her that my friends really like her. She was glad of that. She said she liked my friends too. (: Then when I got off the computer I went to my room and read Twilight until around 12 then fell asleep.
Yesterday was very fun! And I think I am very lucky because Anita is so cute and fun, and just so great.
I was going to go for a walk today because earlier it was a bit sunny, but now it looks like it's about to rain. So I think after this song is finished I'm going to go up to my room (unless Anita signs on and we start talking) and read more of Twilight.