I'm not too sure how I feel
I asked Adam again once I came home from visiting my Grampa in the hospital if he could drive me to Courtney's Saturday night but he said that he probably wouldn't find out until tomorrow. I hope that he can drive me there. Then he'd have to drive me home cause I'm pretty darn sure Courtney wouldn't want me over for the night lol.
Mum saw a note on Facebook from yesterday that said that something about getting my piercing and she was like "I'm still working on those excuses" and I replied with "ha, going to get it anyways." I think she knows that I plan on getting it this weekend hahahahaha. Tough luck for her being away, eh? Now she's wishing she didn't make me work hahaha.
So yes, I did go and visit my Grampa in the hospital. He's doing well. I'm not all too sure what is going on with him, I just know that he collapsed yesterday morning and he had to be rushed to the hospital. But he's himself because he's still stubborn lol. Though I think I heard the nurse say something about a fever. I'm not too sure. But he's okay and he'll hopefully be out in a few days.
When we were there visiting they started to talk about death and I was thinking, "Ah damn it, just the subject I DIDN'T want to talk about!!!" So I ignored and zoned out for what seemed like forever. Then they asked me a question about school and I was like, "Huh?" ahahaha. They said that I had a hearing problem like Grampa lol.
Ugh, school starts in like a week....I can't wait to see my friends. But that's about it. I don't feel like waking up early and having to do work, aha I'm lazy. I have to drop my vocals and go into pre-cal...I suppose I'm not too worried about pre-cal cause Courtney reassured me saying that it's way easier than math 12 adv, even though I'm taking just math 12. "It's like learning everything all over, you don't have to remember stuff from other grades" ha. That's good to know.
Danielle called me just a little while ago..like right when I got home. I miss her muchly. She read one of my entries (I think it was "My My..") and when we were talking on the phone she was like, "Is the person you hate the person I hope you hate?" and I was like, "I'm pretty damn sure we're thinking of the same person" and then we went on and I told her that I really hate this person - but that I won't say their name cause that's just mean - because of what they were saying and that it was just BS. I still don't want to see them or talk to them. I want nothing to do with them at all!
Then Danielle had to go so she said that she would call me tomorrow.
Ummmmmm....I can't think of anything else to write right now. So, good night, I hope. If not, I will more than likely write about it tomorrow and say how I played the piano to all hours of the night again.
I don't really want to stop writing, but I don't know what else to write, really.
And I hush my urge to cry
xx