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It's starting to really sink in. All my friends are going off to college & I'm not. And as I sit here trying to organize my resume & repitore lists that will travel with me to every audition, I just so wish I did this a year earlier. I realized today that this year, I will have no one to room with on the band trip. Because my best friend is a boy. And that's a no-no. Does it count if he's gay? I mean come onnnn... *Sigh*. I started myself the college shit, that I'm sure in a few weeks is going to feel endless...All I did was print out applications for two schools, but potsdam's was SO long. It's such a long way off, but at the same time, so not. I'm so scared of losing touch with everyone. I'm so so scared to death of losing these people. As much as everyone says it's not going to happen, I just wish I was able to believe it. I just feel left behind, and at all the graduation parties I went to this year, I realized it because at almost every single one, I was the youngest one there & the only one nOt talking about college. *Sigh*.... I miss them all already, I'm dreading this school year. It's supposed to be the best year of my life, but I don't know. How is it going to be the best year of my life without my best friends there to experience it with me....
Varsity gymnastics starts in like, two weeks. I'm excited for that. This season is already proving to be fun, and interesting I'm sure. We'll see how things go. I'm not doing floor this year. Of course, my last year, and I won't be an all-around. Oh well, I need to save my ankles. It's not worth pushing it for this season.
*sigh* Things are weird.
Buttt. I brought a tamogotchi today with Jen & Troy... hahahahaha. And then, I brought a Webkinz.
I swear... I'll start acting my age sometime soon......................
And, it's finally decided. I go into Queens this Friday to get my new flute!!!!!!!!!!! Wahoooooooooo!!!!!!!! I'm so so so so exciteddd...
Varsity gymnastics starts in like, two weeks. I'm excited for that. This season is already proving to be fun, and interesting I'm sure. We'll see how things go. I'm not doing floor this year. Of course, my last year, and I won't be an all-around. Oh well, I need to save my ankles. It's not worth pushing it for this season.
*sigh* Things are weird.
Buttt. I brought a tamogotchi today with Jen & Troy... hahahahaha. And then, I brought a Webkinz.
I swear... I'll start acting my age sometime soon......................
And, it's finally decided. I go into Queens this Friday to get my new flute!!!!!!!!!!! Wahoooooooooo!!!!!!!! I'm so so so so exciteddd...