(no subject)
So, we did it! *Squee*
My heart broke on Sunday seeing everyone crying during bows & before bows.. My heart just broke into a million little pieces. I've been in denial for so long that these kids, my best friends, would eVeR take their last bow and if they did, it would be with me. But, unfortunately, that's not how it works. And in a way, I can't help but feel left out. What am I seriously supposed to do next year? I just feel like we're not going to keep in touch because everyone says they will, but it's going to be such different worlds; college & highschool. It's two totally opposite ends of the pole. These kids know me better than I think I sometimes know myself. So, if they're not there, how am I supposed to do anything? My heart is seriously in pieces on the floor. I don't think I cAn deal with them leaving. I'm just going to miss them so much and all the talent they brought to this department....... This is really, really hard. And I'm dreading the day I have to say goodbye... Ughh.