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Rehearsal was eventful, I guess you could say. Eh, I didn't really think it was too bad, I think we did good for first time being together. The leads and everyone are really good and it was fun hearing all the leads and everyone singing todayy. It wasn't as bad as I anticipated it to be, so that's always good and when I wasn't playing I was able to keep myself occupied. But these next two weeks are going to so long. This week is bitch week & then next week is hell week, as we all like to refer to it as. I took off of work everyday this week aside from Mon/Thurs bc my classes start AT 430, I can leave at 420 and get to the gym on time for it because there's no setting up for pre-gym. But everything else this week I took off, which sucks because then I am working during hell week, but it'll be better since we don't have to stay after-school anymore. I hope I have enough juice in me to keep going by the time the show rolls around.....
And then I went to practice and had the worst day at gymnastics I've had in a while. I didn't do my floor routine because I felt like I was going to pass out, and so I sat in the office for a few minutes. I was so shakey & just ick, I didn't like it. Bars sucked and my coaches are mad at me and that sucks even more. I do NOT know how I am going to compete this weekend. It's hopeless, I'm convinced I'm not doing well at all because of the way I've been practicing. It's been a full week, and I haven't done a full floor routine for either levels. Ughh, I just had a pretty bad practice and I'm kinda really not so happy with myself at the moment, as usual.
And now I have to work tomm at fucking 1045. I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad.
This week needs to end, everything has sucked about this week.