"Remember a joke so you turn around; there is no one to listen so you laugh by yourself..."
i hate being paranoid, but it's hard not to be when i'm so used to disappointment.
and i know i've said this probably a million times before, but i have mental issues. god, i have a problem, and i don't know if it's cuz i'm bored or what, but i think i just like having some kind of drama [that's not really the correct word to use here, but i don't know how else to describe it and i don't really want to go into that much detail about it on here] in my life. i think i just get too bored too easily. and i'm really just setting myself up here. as usual.
it's hard in life when i feel like no one really cares. i have one person in my life who i can talk to about anything & everything and not feel stupid and know that she actually does care and wants to hear about everything. i have many amazing friends, but for some reason i can't talk to people because i don't know how to express myself to everyone else. and i just feel like i'm boring them with my stupid problems. and certain days i just get really down and it's hard to get a hold of that one person and then i have no way of dealing with my life, so i get really anxious and i don't know what to do. i think i'm just eventually going to go completely crazy one day.
and i know i've said this probably a million times before, but i have mental issues. god, i have a problem, and i don't know if it's cuz i'm bored or what, but i think i just like having some kind of drama [that's not really the correct word to use here, but i don't know how else to describe it and i don't really want to go into that much detail about it on here] in my life. i think i just get too bored too easily. and i'm really just setting myself up here. as usual.
it's hard in life when i feel like no one really cares. i have one person in my life who i can talk to about anything & everything and not feel stupid and know that she actually does care and wants to hear about everything. i have many amazing friends, but for some reason i can't talk to people because i don't know how to express myself to everyone else. and i just feel like i'm boring them with my stupid problems. and certain days i just get really down and it's hard to get a hold of that one person and then i have no way of dealing with my life, so i get really anxious and i don't know what to do. i think i'm just eventually going to go completely crazy one day.