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Sep 19, 2005 15:19

This weeken Sucked! I Didnt have a good weekend at all. My puppy is dead now. On sat. she got hit by a truck. And now shes gone... I miss her soooo much. Her being my first it maked it so much harder. It was sooo saad. She wouldnt let go. She tried so hard to hold on. I guess she felt as if she had to cheer me up. I had her blood all over my hande and some on my pants. Im sooo sad. But im glad she no longer has to suffer. Shes in puchie land now. It funny how evey now and then ill hear or see her out of the corner of my eye. But its saad when i look and shes not there. I wish i wouldn't of happened this way. I wish she would of died of old age. I just hope shes happy now. Her grave is down by the garden. Im so ver thankful that i got to spend those last moments with her though. It makes me a little happier. I Got TO Say Goodbye. Im gonna miss her though. All the little dorkie ways of hers. And i know alot of people are going to miss her. I almost feel as if my angle has left me. But since she has passed, ive noticed alot of things. Life is very blank right now, but she still has her ways of showing me theres still hope.
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