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He left this afternoon.
I promised I wouldn't cry. and I didn't.
I'm not sure if I was all cried out from last week.
that I'm so glad that he's mine. and I'm confident we'll be fine.
Nothing could bring me down.
As soon as I got in the car I started crying though ahaha.
It helped that I had to go drop stuff off for my sister and see my mom at home.
I can never show a crying face to my family.
I can still cry if I think about it.
so I won't.
I'll just think about what's to come.
The next time I'll get to hold his hand.
The time we'll get to live together.
and never care about anybody else.
Do things because we want to and not for others.
Not have to hide.
*sigh* :) I can't wait for our life to start.
but until then. I'll behave and be strong
because I had the most amazing night ever.
I can't even describe in words.
I love you so much.
<3
I promised I wouldn't cry. and I didn't.
I'm not sure if I was all cried out from last week.
that I'm so glad that he's mine. and I'm confident we'll be fine.
Nothing could bring me down.
As soon as I got in the car I started crying though ahaha.
It helped that I had to go drop stuff off for my sister and see my mom at home.
I can never show a crying face to my family.
I can still cry if I think about it.
so I won't.
I'll just think about what's to come.
The next time I'll get to hold his hand.
The time we'll get to live together.
and never care about anybody else.
Do things because we want to and not for others.
Not have to hide.
*sigh* :) I can't wait for our life to start.
but until then. I'll behave and be strong
because I had the most amazing night ever.
I can't even describe in words.
I love you so much.
<3