Jun 05, 2004 12:59
Well after a nice night out last night, where i did not drink or smoke, dont look that surprised(!), i came back and txted caroline at 3am and found her a bit upset and down cos her throat was hurting so much. She couldnt sleep or eat/drink (eat and drinking, shit that really does hurt your morale) anyway convinced her to wake her mumsie up and she did and she got the doctor and basically, her throat infection has lead to ulcers in her mouth and throat, thus he doped her up to the max and also took blood.
God, me misses her, me wants her to be well and smiling wish she could. She will be soon i know it, but me just wishes it that she would just get a bit better now, I just simply dont like seeing her like this. It deeply upsets me.
I dont know what happened when i wrote the last post i guess i was a bit tired and somewhere else in my head.
Hope everyone is well, have got a Lock in tonight at the grapes which should be fun but again i am not gona drink cos seems not right that my fantastically wonderful girlfriend cant eat at least.
Anyways, speaks you all soon.
Lgp