you're beautiful it's true...
wow... so, i haven't updated in a while! this is gonna be a pretty long entry, so just an fyi, lol. a lot has happened, so i'm just gonna mention the random fun things that i have done lately that i can remember, and i'll add more if i can remember as time goes on, so here goes:
New Years:
new years was fun! rachel slept over! i was glad that i was invited to kelly's, and i'm so stoked you guys had a great time, but it was really a lot of fun to just sit at home! we rented a bunch of movies, and pretty much carried on our tradition! we rented house of wax, and totally spazzed, yelled at the screan, hid under our blankets, etc. and that was awesome! after that we watched king arther (and the very pretty king arther at that!) batman begins, war of the worlds (for the... 5th time? lol) and a couple other ones, but i forgot what they were at the moment! so i pretty much loved that!
School/Friends (or lack there of)
let's see... school's been pretty good. hahaha, tess, amanda, kelly, and i have amazing lunch conversations! i'm not kidding... they're the best. we make fun of muffin head together, and we're gonna be damned to hell. we're looking forward to it... lol. tess' whole going up to david and telling him she wants to be called merideth from now on... him turning bright red and screaming "THAT WAS YOU?!"... yeah, pure genious, lol. the drama in school is of course, still there... but i'm slowely accepting the fact that it's never going to go away, and i'm learning who my real friends are, and who really couldn't give a shit about me. although i'm glad i'm realizing this... it also hurts because i thought i was friends with a few of those people, but now i understand that they don't feel the same way. i mean, i understand that our friendship wasn't "hey! come over for a sleepover this weekend!" but i thought i had known them long enough for them to care about me. i really don't know why i've wanted their acceptence for so long though, because it really doesn't matter. i guess i just i didn't realize that they had to put on a fake smile around me... whatever. i guess it's better off this way. i'll still be nice to them, but deep down, i know how they are feeling now, so we can stop pretending. (sorry, i just had to get that out.) :]
A Walk To Remeber/Movies With Friends (with much laughter and glee)
i bought a walk to remember on dvd the other day for like $5... isn't that a killer deal? i thought so! i love that movie! it makes me cry every time i see it, but it's adorable! ummm, i saw king kong a couple times in the past couple weeks, walk the line a couple times, and harry potter a couple times... those are pretty much good movies! i went and saw rumor has it with kelly a little while ago, and that was so much fun! the actual story wasn't that good, but the grandma in the story was completely hystarical! she really made the movie great! hmm, what else... i went and saw tristan & isolde with rachel on friday night, and it was amazing! rachel and i laughed at the same parts, cried at the same parts, it was pretty cool. lol, she makes me laugh so much, it was great! the movie was kindof a let down though; i thought it was gonna be a really big love story, but the previews pretty much said all the main parts. the battle scenes were killer though! i loved them! i'm biased though, because i think james franco is a complete stud and i love him, so i thought it was great! but it's more of a "rent on dvd" kind of movie for most people i expect. i went to see tristan & isolde again today, but this time with chelsea, emily, and kelly, which was, again... a complete blast! kelly was a complete doll, and hugged me when i cried; that made me happy! emily and i started punching the screen at the same time, and that made me laugh so much! and chelsea was just... chelsea. lol :] there's really no other way to describe it, besides saying she's such a sweetheart! haha, so afterwards kelly had to go home, and while emily, chelsea and i were waiting for emily's mom to get out of her movie, we snuck into chronicals of narnia!... talk about funny... i seriously think that is the only bad thing those two have ever done in their life! they were like freaking out! chelsea was like shaking and looking behind her every three seconds, and emily was just laughing hystarically! i loved it; i felt so accomplished, like i broke them or something, lol! soooo, if you think i'm obsessed with boys (which i pretty much am) you should see those two... oh jeeze! every time peter came on the screen in chronicals of narnia they would like shake and make obsene noices and jesters, and wow. lol, i could not stop laughing. i admit though, he's completely gorgeous, but still! at least i can keep it in my pants! <3
Basketball Game and Nicole's Love For "Tall Tan Sex God"
so yeah, this thursday logan asked me to come watch him at his game, so kelly and i went and saw the JV boys basketball game at corona... and that was beyond fun! logan did really good, and i also saw a certain someone play in the last 4 minutes and 44 seconds of the game (tall tan sex god, who was really good and sexy in his adorable basketball jersey), and that pretty much made my night! :] kelly was hystarical though, because she really wasn't that interested in the game, so half of me was listening to her ramble about boys, and the other half was completely thrown into the game, so that was cool. i was impressed by my skills, lol. but yeah, i was really happy she went with me; we had a lot of fun!
lol! so yeah, if you've gotten through all of this, congradulations, cuz it's pretty much all b.s. lol, but i love my life, and i love my close friends, and that's pretty much it. so, now i'm gonna go eat some cinnamon toast crunch! haha, later! <3
New Years:
new years was fun! rachel slept over! i was glad that i was invited to kelly's, and i'm so stoked you guys had a great time, but it was really a lot of fun to just sit at home! we rented a bunch of movies, and pretty much carried on our tradition! we rented house of wax, and totally spazzed, yelled at the screan, hid under our blankets, etc. and that was awesome! after that we watched king arther (and the very pretty king arther at that!) batman begins, war of the worlds (for the... 5th time? lol) and a couple other ones, but i forgot what they were at the moment! so i pretty much loved that!
School/Friends (or lack there of)
let's see... school's been pretty good. hahaha, tess, amanda, kelly, and i have amazing lunch conversations! i'm not kidding... they're the best. we make fun of muffin head together, and we're gonna be damned to hell. we're looking forward to it... lol. tess' whole going up to david and telling him she wants to be called merideth from now on... him turning bright red and screaming "THAT WAS YOU?!"... yeah, pure genious, lol. the drama in school is of course, still there... but i'm slowely accepting the fact that it's never going to go away, and i'm learning who my real friends are, and who really couldn't give a shit about me. although i'm glad i'm realizing this... it also hurts because i thought i was friends with a few of those people, but now i understand that they don't feel the same way. i mean, i understand that our friendship wasn't "hey! come over for a sleepover this weekend!" but i thought i had known them long enough for them to care about me. i really don't know why i've wanted their acceptence for so long though, because it really doesn't matter. i guess i just i didn't realize that they had to put on a fake smile around me... whatever. i guess it's better off this way. i'll still be nice to them, but deep down, i know how they are feeling now, so we can stop pretending. (sorry, i just had to get that out.) :]
A Walk To Remeber/Movies With Friends (with much laughter and glee)
i bought a walk to remember on dvd the other day for like $5... isn't that a killer deal? i thought so! i love that movie! it makes me cry every time i see it, but it's adorable! ummm, i saw king kong a couple times in the past couple weeks, walk the line a couple times, and harry potter a couple times... those are pretty much good movies! i went and saw rumor has it with kelly a little while ago, and that was so much fun! the actual story wasn't that good, but the grandma in the story was completely hystarical! she really made the movie great! hmm, what else... i went and saw tristan & isolde with rachel on friday night, and it was amazing! rachel and i laughed at the same parts, cried at the same parts, it was pretty cool. lol, she makes me laugh so much, it was great! the movie was kindof a let down though; i thought it was gonna be a really big love story, but the previews pretty much said all the main parts. the battle scenes were killer though! i loved them! i'm biased though, because i think james franco is a complete stud and i love him, so i thought it was great! but it's more of a "rent on dvd" kind of movie for most people i expect. i went to see tristan & isolde again today, but this time with chelsea, emily, and kelly, which was, again... a complete blast! kelly was a complete doll, and hugged me when i cried; that made me happy! emily and i started punching the screen at the same time, and that made me laugh so much! and chelsea was just... chelsea. lol :] there's really no other way to describe it, besides saying she's such a sweetheart! haha, so afterwards kelly had to go home, and while emily, chelsea and i were waiting for emily's mom to get out of her movie, we snuck into chronicals of narnia!... talk about funny... i seriously think that is the only bad thing those two have ever done in their life! they were like freaking out! chelsea was like shaking and looking behind her every three seconds, and emily was just laughing hystarically! i loved it; i felt so accomplished, like i broke them or something, lol! soooo, if you think i'm obsessed with boys (which i pretty much am) you should see those two... oh jeeze! every time peter came on the screen in chronicals of narnia they would like shake and make obsene noices and jesters, and wow. lol, i could not stop laughing. i admit though, he's completely gorgeous, but still! at least i can keep it in my pants! <3
Basketball Game and Nicole's Love For "Tall Tan Sex God"
so yeah, this thursday logan asked me to come watch him at his game, so kelly and i went and saw the JV boys basketball game at corona... and that was beyond fun! logan did really good, and i also saw a certain someone play in the last 4 minutes and 44 seconds of the game (tall tan sex god, who was really good and sexy in his adorable basketball jersey), and that pretty much made my night! :] kelly was hystarical though, because she really wasn't that interested in the game, so half of me was listening to her ramble about boys, and the other half was completely thrown into the game, so that was cool. i was impressed by my skills, lol. but yeah, i was really happy she went with me; we had a lot of fun!
lol! so yeah, if you've gotten through all of this, congradulations, cuz it's pretty much all b.s. lol, but i love my life, and i love my close friends, and that's pretty much it. so, now i'm gonna go eat some cinnamon toast crunch! haha, later! <3