Someday I will understand
Things have been really bad around here...Mick and I are fighting alot...Its really making things really hard for me..I have wanted to take a break from this relationship for a couple days and maybe even weeks now..I just don't want to make Him upset..Things have just been tearing me apart....And its tearing me apart mentally and physcallly...I really dont know what to do..The talking really doesnt help much anymore...Its like it goes in one ear and out the other...It doesnt really sink in...I think that the same thing happens with me...Its just we get to the point were we can't just talk about it that we have to fight about it...It feels as though that I'm more protective of mick then he is of me....Just it feels like their is love their but not the love we had when we started going out...