Jan 18, 2006 21:01
My dad on the fact that my whole house is being painted and smells like _____ (whatever you put there).
"I've always liked this smell."
I was a bit stressed out about just about everything today. But I have gotten to the point of not really caring at all. I don't care that I have two tests tomorrow and I don't care that I have about 5 papers due on Friday.
I just have bigger matters to worry about. They are not bad, though at times they can be very painful. But in the end they are actually good and make me realize that I have something greater than imaginable.
But what is good and bad anyway, because C.S. Lewis doesn't know.
I need to read a book, but I just do not have enough hours in the day. Maybe I will revert to my old ways of sleepless nights. Just to get all the things I NEED to do done, as well as all the things I just do. Because right now I do the things I just do, and not those I NEED to do.
I think I am getting delerious.
I sat at the bottom of my shower/bath type thing and just let scalding hot water pour down on me for about 15 minutes. Then I turned it off and shievered, sitting there mind you, for about another 10. I don't feel any different really, just now I can't stop shaking and drinking Odawala.