Effort
In an effort to feel like a little girl today, I am wearing my hair in pigtails. It's not quite long enough to wear them well, but I'm not leaving the house today. Besides, it's all for me, anyway!
I went out with Sybian guy last night to dinner and a movie. He was being a major Mr. CrankyPants, and when I pointed it out to him, he said he thought he always was. It's true that he is, but I told him that he was even worse than usual. I hope it's just because he was tired, but damn that's no excuse because I was tired, too! We didn't fool around last night, even though my period was over, and it's been a week a half since we have fooled around, but he at least gave me a peck kiss when I was leaving. I sort of invited myself over last night, and I will try my best not to do that again in the near future...at least until HE has been the one to invite me over a time or two. I'd rather that he invite me, then I can really feel like he's not being a Mr. CrankyPants because I intruded.
I have decided that one thing I really enjoy doing when I am feeling like a little girl is getting in trouble. I now understand why kids get into trouble to get the attention of their parents. I have found myself doing that more often than I should admit. I seem to enjoy the punishment it brings, which is more or less verbal with the chance of a light spanking. No pain for me, please :)
I chatted a couple of times with Owner this week, too. He got me all worked up one night, but I never did anything about it. He even talked Daddy talk with me. That was so much fun!
I upgraded to LJ's new advertising account, so I can have more icons. If anyone reading this finds or can make an appropriate icon for me, then please share! I found a site the other day where I will probably get a few icons.
I can't seem to decide if I want this journal to be Public or Friends Only. I like the idea of random people finding it, but I also talk about some personal stuff, too, that I'm not sure I want them reading. I left the previous post open, and I think I might this one, too. Most of the previous entries were changed to Friends Only when some drama ensued. Hmmm...
Oh, and I changed my layout. DEFINITELY Cuteness Overload!
I went out with Sybian guy last night to dinner and a movie. He was being a major Mr. CrankyPants, and when I pointed it out to him, he said he thought he always was. It's true that he is, but I told him that he was even worse than usual. I hope it's just because he was tired, but damn that's no excuse because I was tired, too! We didn't fool around last night, even though my period was over, and it's been a week a half since we have fooled around, but he at least gave me a peck kiss when I was leaving. I sort of invited myself over last night, and I will try my best not to do that again in the near future...at least until HE has been the one to invite me over a time or two. I'd rather that he invite me, then I can really feel like he's not being a Mr. CrankyPants because I intruded.
I have decided that one thing I really enjoy doing when I am feeling like a little girl is getting in trouble. I now understand why kids get into trouble to get the attention of their parents. I have found myself doing that more often than I should admit. I seem to enjoy the punishment it brings, which is more or less verbal with the chance of a light spanking. No pain for me, please :)
I chatted a couple of times with Owner this week, too. He got me all worked up one night, but I never did anything about it. He even talked Daddy talk with me. That was so much fun!
I upgraded to LJ's new advertising account, so I can have more icons. If anyone reading this finds or can make an appropriate icon for me, then please share! I found a site the other day where I will probably get a few icons.
I can't seem to decide if I want this journal to be Public or Friends Only. I like the idea of random people finding it, but I also talk about some personal stuff, too, that I'm not sure I want them reading. I left the previous post open, and I think I might this one, too. Most of the previous entries were changed to Friends Only when some drama ensued. Hmmm...
Oh, and I changed my layout. DEFINITELY Cuteness Overload!