real post.
are wearing thin...
many of my relationships have diminished...
friendship’s which had been established in such good taste have now gone sour...or simply don’t satisfy my palate.
i dont blame myself, i blame the society we life in.
We live in a society where EVERYONE wants to be pleased....and im sorry but i cant fucking please your petty litte demands, GO FUCK YOURSELF TO DISILLUSIONMENT.
ok friends, so maybe i dont mean that...but whatever happen to pleasing each other?
everyones dieing to be loved, and never loving....they're rotting from the inside out and infecting everyone around them...its so selfish...
::sigh::
I mean, don’t get me wrong, its just that in retrospect I really question the legitimacy of many of the relationships I once respectfully measured.
Shutdafuk, moving on.
Screw my feelings….they don’t mean a damn thing.
Today I met a beautifully genuine person…and for that I am glad.
I might study abroad in Spain…::crosses fingers:: doesn’t that sound wonderful?
::sigh::
Today I took my gma out for dinner, it was her 74th birthday, she doesn’t think she’ll last another year. I respect her so much and she doesn’t even know it. In her own innocent ignorance she is so authentic, I love her respect for her God and her Catholic faith, it is what keeps her going, and it is what allows her to accept the reality of life…death.
Ha, on that note…good night.