grr
you know what, im so tired of this fucking shit ... well Jessica's party was yesterday, it was alright, but i was a loner and don't really belong there .... but so not wat i was talking bout with my first thought, don't think ne of u can cheer me up, ya know, i was happy for about three days, didnt last long did it? i thought i was headed in the right path. I guess not right? i'm the bitch, ya know if you guys think im such a shitty friend then just tell me i'll step down, i might not feel the same way you do bout the friendship but at least that way their will be no arguing over how terrible I am .... or poke at my unsecurities .... which apprently are cute and annoying at the same time, i dont care what they are you don't gotta rub em in my face!!! i dont know anymore, apprently i give up too easy but won't give in .... why does it seem tat everyone either hates me doesnt understand me or walks out on me ...and throwing shit in my face like this isnt cool at all! and i still dont understand why i like some guy tat i cant ever have and whom i never get to talk to .... gahhhh just shot me right now i cant take this life no morez ... i need a large sleeping pill ... well happy memorial day to all...
~Kt~ the crazy one.
~Kt~ the crazy one.