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ok so im on my bros labtop right now cuz my comp is being extremelyy gayy. UGH. i cant even go on msn. but o welll. soo hmm. my mom has the day off tomoro so i think she is gona take me to get my nails done =) woott* haha. they're good for a LOT of things *winks* justt kidding. hhaha. then i think we are gona just look aroundd. not really shopp but uno just hang out for the morning cuz we hardly ever do that n e moree.
hmmm. so today ive been feeling really crappy and sick. and its just not a good feeling. ive been practically coughing my guts outt. *yuck* i really wanna get better cuz like who gets sick during the summer? lol i duno. but i think its becuz my parents have been like putting the air on. then it cools down outside so they will shut it off and open the windows. just a constant change in temperature. ughh. its not good. lol okie so i'll stop talking about temperature becuz CLEARLY u dont care. lol.
umm. iono what im gona do tomoroww night. we'll see. cuz i kno i dont wanna stay home.
then tuesday i think club reactor. butt we;ll see if i can pull off gettin out of the house without my parents asking too many questions haahaha. they are so nosey i tell ya. boo (n)
i will havta do A LOT of lieing to my parents this summer and i kno im gona feel guilty but if i dont i doubt i will have n e fun. so SHHH. i said nuthing =P
me and missay will be doing a LOT of hanging out this week alone since her boy toy is gone on vaca. haha he told me to look out for herr. and that i will do *winks* hhaha.
hmmm too many people that i need to get together with. its mind bogglingg i tell ya! haha nice word eh ;) im clever today. woot* haha. n e wayss. so yeaa. if n e one actually reads thiss.. like nicolee?? candacee??? stani??? dallo?? sarra??? samm??? kosnik????..the list goes onn hahaha we all need to hang out. and candace u MUST tell me what went down in MORE detail on ur lil camping trip. hahaha lol. and i have sum shtuff to talk to u about too =) not as good as ur stories cuz im not a pro like u! haha kidding. but uno what i mean =)
ummmm . kaitlin martinelloo.. love of my life. haha we havta see each other cuz its been sucha longg ass time. =) haha we will defn make up for it this summer and i CANNOT wait until mexico!! hells yea! clubbin with ur sis is gonna be amazing im soo incredibly pumped for it!! =)
SPEAKINGGGGG of vacationsss.. i think im gona be going to new york this summer for a few days with my rents and my cousin and her fiance who are suposed to come down from italy. BUT if i dont go with them then i think my bro is gonna throw a few PARTIES that are sure to be just as good as they were last year =) ahh the sweet sweet memories. lol
OO speakinggg of NEW YORK.. sylvia is there right now =) aww i hope ur having a really good timee. <33
umm whatt else?? loll. Oo okie. so my bro is going to california in like 2 weeks. lucky bastard. he gets to stay there for like 3 weeks. HOW cool is that? lol i told him he better get my sumthing lol. and take lots of pics cuz i guess hes going to sum surfing competition where like pro surfers and shiat are all gonna be. then hes going to sum skateboarding competition. lucky SOB. likee howww many hot guys are gonna be there?? GOD lol i wish i was going *tear* haha. o well. i get to go to mexico and florida AND italy in the next year so i guess that makes up for it hahahaha. lol. o man.
n e wayss. lots of talk about vacationss. wheres everybody goingg thissummer??? haha i wanna kno =) enlighten moi hhaha
omggggg i almosttt forgott. if i go to new york.. NATALIEE i think i can bring a friend. soo HOLLAAA. hahahah =) wouldnt that be amazing?? lol
alright enough of that. onto the issue of the whole ALINAS party thing. i really wanna kno what happened there. becuz a LOT of people have been telling me different things like they call her house and sumone just picks up the phone and hangs up like shes avoiding people.. so i duno whats going on there. she shouldnt be doing that. she has like $1500 in her pocket thats like all of our money andd if she dusnt have another party.. then i hope she gives it back uno. sum people thought she was gonna keep it cuz shs going to italy or sumthin and just used this as a way to make easy money. i REALLY dont wanna think this cuz im friends with alina. butt omg if its true i will be furiouss. OMG lol. haha lets hope its nott.. we'll just havta wait and see i guess.
umm miss jessssssssssssie bevan i just havta say i luv u = ) ghaha u kno why. ur lil talks always make my day.
staniii.... k u gotta tell me whats going on with u and archerrr cuz u never got to tell me that story or w.eee. so talk to me biottchh!!
NICOLA. GOD DAMNITT> lol. CALL ME. and tell me about this loverr boy. AZZZZZZZZZZZZZIZ. hhahah. i luv saying his name. =)
o man. im just babling and just saying n ehitng that pops into my heaad becuz i cant go on msn. tv is shit. im not tired. AND its too late to go out. screw it lol.
in closing i just wanna state that CANDACE. this summer is where our lil "statement" will hopefully come true for moi lol. i hope u kno what im talkin about haha.
ciao loves.
aLana x.Ox<33
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -Theory of a Deadman-Santa Monica
She fills my bed with gasoline
You think I woulda noticed
Her mind’s made up, the love is gone
I think someone’s trying to show us a sign
That even if we thought it would last
The moment would pass
My bones will break and my heart will give
Oh it hurts to live
I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
I remember the time when you left for Santa Monica
I remember the day you told me it’s over
It hurts to breathe
Every time that you’re not next to me
Her mind’s made up, the girl is gone
And now I’m forced to see
I think I’m on my way, Oh it hurts to live today
Oh and she says “Don’t you wish you were dead like me?”
I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
I remember the time when you left for Santa Monica
I remember the day you told me it’s over
I wanted more than this
I needed more than this
I deserve more than this
But it just won’t stop, it just won’t go away
I needed more than this
I wanted more than this
I asked for more than this
But it just won’t stop, it just won’t go away
I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
I remember the time when you left it all behind
I remember the day you told me it’s over
I remember the day when you left for Santa Monica
You left me to remain with all your excuses for everything
I remember the time when you left for Santa Monica
I remember the day you told me it’s over