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People can be so selfish at times! I mean, I finally find this guy (not mike) that I really like and that likes me too, that I can open up with, and he is my friend's ex! She broke up with him 4 months ago, and was over him completely until I started to like him. I liked him before she and darrell dated before, and she knew that. So of course, the week later, she asked him to prom. And they ended up dating. I didn't say anything though because I wanted her to be happy, but now that I like him again, she does! So she is getting all mad because me and darrell are talking. I mean we danced at homecoming, and he went out bowling afterwards, but all the same, we didn't kiss or anything... heck we barely even talked because of my friend being mad at me for dancing with him. She came up to me and told me that it would be okay for me and darrell to casually date. Then, when they announced homecoming court, I had to go, and dance a slow dance with my escort, and katy wanted to tell darrell what she told me while they were slow-dancing. That was fine with me, but once my dance was over I was gonna go find darrell and dance with him, but she was still there, so I sat down with jess and cody. When they came back over se looked all cheesed off, and he looked really frustrated. I asked what had happened and he basically told me that she had tried to get back with him. HE DOESN'T LIKE HER! I was so mad at her for being 2 faced! And then after we got a group picture, she comes back and tells me that she doesn't want to be in competition with me. I was thinkin, "honey, what competition? He doesn't like you." And then I looked over and saw darrell and he just looked so good that night, and I wanted to cry, because if I ever date him I'll lose Katy, but Darrell is just so amazing and I don't want to lose a chance with him. I told Darrell that I needed to talk to him in the hallway... I didn't need to talk I just needed him. I went out in the hallway and told him that I didn't want to lose katy or a chance with him, and that this whole thing sucked so bad. I leaned my head over on his arm and he put his arm around my shoulders and I put mine around his stomach and rested my hand on his side. And we just stood there. No one said anything, we just stood there in the hallway. We went back into the gym when there were only 3 minutes left in the dance, and got our stuff together and left when the dance ended at midnight. We went bowling afterwards, and katy didn't speak to me at all. And then we left the bowling alley at 2:30 and darrell gave me a big hug. And I got home at 3:00 and went to sleep. So that was my homecoming night. And I talked to him for # and a half hours last night about this whole stuff, and I'm about half tempted to just say screw it with her. But I can't do that, because I'm too nice.