silly emotions!
so i went up to mcmenamys last night since i havent been up there in ages and hadnt seen/talked to bryant or joe much so i figured i would go up and chit chat a little... i ended up staying til almost 2 am, which i didnt think i was going to end up staying that long and ended up talking with the ex... he ended up calling me later on that night (but i was asleep and woke up to the ringing but didnt answer it and stayed up for like an hour and a half after thinking and trying to fall back asleep) telling me if i wanted to come over i could (mind u the call was at almost 5 am, which i wasnt so pissed about the time this time bc i had mentioned he should stop over so it wasnt random ya know)
i was thinking that night about just the general situation and ended up going over for a little bit today cuz i had a movie of his... last night and today made me realize how much i truely do care but at the same time know i need to watch myself due to the past and that i shouldnt let my emotions of what i want to get in the way. blah on men i tell you i wish i could just find one that wouldnt fuck around and wouldnt make me so confuzzled. and i dont know where this is going at all bc he told me i could call him tomm if i wanted.
so this leads a question (anyone can answer but i would like guy imput on what he maybe thinking) am i wrong to think something may happen cuz i have a feeling that hes not saying something * but that could be totally wrong* and he did tell me if i wanted to come over when he called last night and that i could call him tomm if i wanted toor should i play the freinds card like i should cuz i know thats the smart safe thing to do so i dont get hurt. HELP