random bitching.. be aware
anyone else besides me feel really blah/annoyed today? i have this weird feeling that things are going to fall through and im gonna be stuck doing nothing sometime soon... and i have no idea why i feel this way. it seems the little things are getting to me today and it totally sucks. like my one friend asking if i was going to still be with them NYE or go to celebrate with my bf (hes working but the place he works at changed what they were originally doing from a pay thing to opening the bar) well i already knew he was workin and it got me thinkin if he wanted me to come id rather have him call and ask me if i wanted to come then her telling me are u going there or here, ya know. on his behalf he does know im coming the next day bc i knew he was working. i woulnt go n e way for the fact that i really dont want to sit there any more at the bar. it gets old fast when thats all you ever do and when you're ready to go and hes not, being stuck there is why im getting tired of sitting up there. theres so much more we could possibly do on a fri and sat night that we dont... like watch a movie ect but oh well what can you do. blah. like i said it was the little things that are aggravating me today.
i should get out of the house... i dont think sitting here is helping much but i dunno if i can con my mom into going out. yeah that didnt work cuz shes being a dork and was like i have no gas (well if u had no gas why drive 40ish mins to and from to visit a friend today, hummmm) shes really starting to aggravate me-- she needs to get off her fucking ass and do something about the having no gas! just bc u cant spend your money doesnt mean u have to penalize everyone else... this is when not having a license comes to bite me in the butt. but ya know its her own damn fault... i dont feel sorry for her in the least. i know that sounds bad but she has not done much of anything to get her what she needs, there are several places she can temporarily go to solve the problem and quite when she finds something better but does she make any attempt to contact those places... no. grrrrr.
i should get out of the house... i dont think sitting here is helping much but i dunno if i can con my mom into going out. yeah that didnt work cuz shes being a dork and was like i have no gas (well if u had no gas why drive 40ish mins to and from to visit a friend today, hummmm) shes really starting to aggravate me-- she needs to get off her fucking ass and do something about the having no gas! just bc u cant spend your money doesnt mean u have to penalize everyone else... this is when not having a license comes to bite me in the butt. but ya know its her own damn fault... i dont feel sorry for her in the least. i know that sounds bad but she has not done much of anything to get her what she needs, there are several places she can temporarily go to solve the problem and quite when she finds something better but does she make any attempt to contact those places... no. grrrrr.