oops i did it again
so i went out to the bar the other night
got completely trashed
had to be helped out of the bar
threw up multiple times on the way to the car
threw up again once i made it to the car
frozen vomit in my hair
all i did was cry and puke
i felt so bad that i had to be taken care of
i have the best friends in the world
but i also have the most screwed up heart
disappointed myself again
i can't keep slipping up like this
i need to see my psychologist
haven't seen her in so long
so now i'm on the waiting list
i know what i want
i'm going to keep fighting
i don't care about everyone else
they can keep their opinion to themselves
i'm no longer scared