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I am bummed out. I should know better than to ever go to my dad's show. It always bums me out that he is 50 yrs old and doing something that I wish I was doing... it also bums me out because being a part of a show like that means an automatic "family" or unit of friends, which is something I really need. You don't get friendships like that anywhere else, seriously. I just need friends, but... yeah right.
I think I just need a new dynamic in my life somehow.. I do things.. I go to yoga and to this young adults group, but so far it is just like.. hey you're my buddy at yoga, but forget about talking any other time.
I think I just need a new dynamic in my life somehow.. I do things.. I go to yoga and to this young adults group, but so far it is just like.. hey you're my buddy at yoga, but forget about talking any other time.