Are you scared to sleep? Are you scared to dream?
doubt is never a pleasant condition, but certainty is absurd.-Voltaire
For no reason this voltaire quote is all I can think about. I wrote a paper on it or something once. It seems to be absolutely true about so many parts of my life right now. and doubt is fucking with my brain and pissing me off. The end.
Actually, its been pretty interesting here. We are getting ready to have the dayton/cincinatti AFS kids over here for thursday night (scattered about to various peoples houses) and friday at school, and friday night they are all going to be... here. And I am going to have fun in the midst of the insanity, like I always do. Always. I love insanity. Without insanity how could you ever survive reality and the completely fucked up ways it works?
Or maybe thats dreaming... I don't know. But whatever way it is you survive all of the shit going on around you...
On a brighter note Saturday was the best day I've had in a long time. I went out for some din din with Hannah. Then we gave Rob a call. It could have been a good old time at Hannahs, but Rob is full of good ideas, even if he never remembers what happens afterwards. So...we had some running around, to do. then We went to hannahs. I don't know where she comes up with these games, but they are insane. "Rock paper scissors string volcano" and the one where we run around the kitchen until we all fall down. It was good times, if only you had been there.
Uptown we three had a revolution on the slant walk. and then we bought 1 dollar grilled cheeses from some Miami kids. Yum. They were scrumptious. Anyways... that was the best part of my weekend. I also worked on Friday (bleh) and did some PC stuff on saturday.
Its spring. and I need to enjoy it. so do you. all of you people out there reading this. You must enjoy the good weather before it gets too hot to walk anywhere, or too cold. And I will enjoy it. I want to see the bluffs next week. Next week will be good. 7 days...yeah.
I think I'm going to go sleep now. It seems like a good idea.
For no reason this voltaire quote is all I can think about. I wrote a paper on it or something once. It seems to be absolutely true about so many parts of my life right now. and doubt is fucking with my brain and pissing me off. The end.
Actually, its been pretty interesting here. We are getting ready to have the dayton/cincinatti AFS kids over here for thursday night (scattered about to various peoples houses) and friday at school, and friday night they are all going to be... here. And I am going to have fun in the midst of the insanity, like I always do. Always. I love insanity. Without insanity how could you ever survive reality and the completely fucked up ways it works?
Or maybe thats dreaming... I don't know. But whatever way it is you survive all of the shit going on around you...
On a brighter note Saturday was the best day I've had in a long time. I went out for some din din with Hannah. Then we gave Rob a call. It could have been a good old time at Hannahs, but Rob is full of good ideas, even if he never remembers what happens afterwards. So...we had some running around, to do. then We went to hannahs. I don't know where she comes up with these games, but they are insane. "Rock paper scissors string volcano" and the one where we run around the kitchen until we all fall down. It was good times, if only you had been there.
Uptown we three had a revolution on the slant walk. and then we bought 1 dollar grilled cheeses from some Miami kids. Yum. They were scrumptious. Anyways... that was the best part of my weekend. I also worked on Friday (bleh) and did some PC stuff on saturday.
Its spring. and I need to enjoy it. so do you. all of you people out there reading this. You must enjoy the good weather before it gets too hot to walk anywhere, or too cold. And I will enjoy it. I want to see the bluffs next week. Next week will be good. 7 days...yeah.
I think I'm going to go sleep now. It seems like a good idea.