The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
What am I doing here? Why is my life what it is? Why did I choose one path instead of the other?
I don't know.
Cellar Door.
Watched Donnie Darko today. Sort of dragged Bethany out here to watch it. Shes fun tho. Today was crap, as so many days have been recently. I slept all the morning away, had nothing important to do in the afternoon, went to the barn and rode. It was the first decent ride I've had in two weeks. I've only been out 3 times in the past two weeks, so that is sort of impressive, if you care about that whole sort of thing.
I rollerbladed last night. Yeah Skatetown USA!!
People watching is such fun. There were so many interesting people at this skatetown place. My mind gets sort of dulled in Oxford cuz of all of the miami kids, they all look like clones, and I can't watch anyone who is actually interesting. That is one of my major peeves with Miami kids, all of the popped collar jockfrat boys, the beer cup sorority girls who carry gucci/prada/fendi/dooney&bourke handbags and talk on their cellphones the whole time. They are so boring!!
No one was around tonight. It seems like everyone is tired and bored with everything. Or maybe it is just me who is tired and bored Nothing changes. No one changes. No matter what happens people are the same everywhere. No matter what they say or do, how they act or how the move, what they wear and say, their intent and their thoughts still stay the same.
I realized last night that being 17 this year means I will turn 18 next year. Which means I am responsible for myself. i can go to clubs. I can move out. I can get hotel rooms. I can buy cigarrettes. I can sleep with people older than 17. I can vote. What does any of this matter? These are all laws that focus on social things, none that I care that much about. But how can I enjoy them unless I have someone to share them with?
I don't think I'm sleeping any time soon.
I don't know.
Cellar Door.
Watched Donnie Darko today. Sort of dragged Bethany out here to watch it. Shes fun tho. Today was crap, as so many days have been recently. I slept all the morning away, had nothing important to do in the afternoon, went to the barn and rode. It was the first decent ride I've had in two weeks. I've only been out 3 times in the past two weeks, so that is sort of impressive, if you care about that whole sort of thing.
I rollerbladed last night. Yeah Skatetown USA!!
People watching is such fun. There were so many interesting people at this skatetown place. My mind gets sort of dulled in Oxford cuz of all of the miami kids, they all look like clones, and I can't watch anyone who is actually interesting. That is one of my major peeves with Miami kids, all of the popped collar jockfrat boys, the beer cup sorority girls who carry gucci/prada/fendi/dooney&bourke handbags and talk on their cellphones the whole time. They are so boring!!
No one was around tonight. It seems like everyone is tired and bored with everything. Or maybe it is just me who is tired and bored Nothing changes. No one changes. No matter what happens people are the same everywhere. No matter what they say or do, how they act or how the move, what they wear and say, their intent and their thoughts still stay the same.
I realized last night that being 17 this year means I will turn 18 next year. Which means I am responsible for myself. i can go to clubs. I can move out. I can get hotel rooms. I can buy cigarrettes. I can sleep with people older than 17. I can vote. What does any of this matter? These are all laws that focus on social things, none that I care that much about. But how can I enjoy them unless I have someone to share them with?
I don't think I'm sleeping any time soon.