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i luv my gay life
i hate my school life
i despise my home life
i care for my luv life
but at the same time i want to destroy it
"praise" my sex life
i thought i would write about my first time so here it is
it was at my 8th and 9th grade feild trip to six flags. i was totaly checking out this one guy, mark bartoch and he was hott (with a double t). anyway my one friend shawnah said he was gay, and i was like no way, i didnt belive it. anyway when we get there we both go our own seperate ways. it was after linch when shawnah said that mark was in th esamw line we were(to go on the batman and robin) and so she dragged me to go stand by him and all his friends. so he then offered to sit by me, cause i said i was so scared. after we talk and as we are going to leave for the buses he takes me in2 the bathroom, we saty there fo rabout an hour and then we leave. he called his older sister to pick us up and i eneded up sleeping over his house. we stayed up, laughed, talked.
this is were it gets good...
we both finsihed brushing our teeth, and went in2 his room. i grabed a blanket and pillow and layed on the floor. he told me that i dont have to sleep on the floor i can sleep in the bed with him, head to toe. so i agreed, why not rite? we start talking and he asked me if i was gay? i knew shawnah told him. i said yes then he said cool. after bout 5 mins. he replyed so am i and he came over by me and kissed me. and...that was my first time having sex
we went out for bout 7 months, but then i moved to good old fucking pa and never saw him again. we tried long distance, but it didnt worked
god i miss him
see how life is so unfair, but if i would of never came here...
bye bye
i hate my school life
i despise my home life
i care for my luv life
but at the same time i want to destroy it
"praise" my sex life
i thought i would write about my first time so here it is
it was at my 8th and 9th grade feild trip to six flags. i was totaly checking out this one guy, mark bartoch and he was hott (with a double t). anyway my one friend shawnah said he was gay, and i was like no way, i didnt belive it. anyway when we get there we both go our own seperate ways. it was after linch when shawnah said that mark was in th esamw line we were(to go on the batman and robin) and so she dragged me to go stand by him and all his friends. so he then offered to sit by me, cause i said i was so scared. after we talk and as we are going to leave for the buses he takes me in2 the bathroom, we saty there fo rabout an hour and then we leave. he called his older sister to pick us up and i eneded up sleeping over his house. we stayed up, laughed, talked.
this is were it gets good...
we both finsihed brushing our teeth, and went in2 his room. i grabed a blanket and pillow and layed on the floor. he told me that i dont have to sleep on the floor i can sleep in the bed with him, head to toe. so i agreed, why not rite? we start talking and he asked me if i was gay? i knew shawnah told him. i said yes then he said cool. after bout 5 mins. he replyed so am i and he came over by me and kissed me. and...that was my first time having sex
we went out for bout 7 months, but then i moved to good old fucking pa and never saw him again. we tried long distance, but it didnt worked
god i miss him
see how life is so unfair, but if i would of never came here...
bye bye