thanks to everyone that i care about...
there is a long time thanks that i owe heather and some others soo here it is..
heather-weve spent some of the hardest times together trying to get threw life n even tho we were in soo much pain at the time we some how managed to get threw it..i thank u soo much for that..u truely are one of a kind uve been there for me when ive been like on the verge of "u know what" and u helpd me threw it u were also there for me when i went threw the whole parents and the whole bf and the whole not willing to do stuff and u dont even know how much that i could like hug u for that..i mean u didnt have to stick around...but u did...we fought and then we made up n didnt even know y we were fighting in the first place i guess that means that u really truely are my best friend...thank u for helping me out with some decisions about what i should do and what u thought even though u thought that i wasnt listening which in some cases i wasnt lol but most of the time u made me look at things from every damn point in the world which in more way than one helpd me out...i dont know what i would do without u i mean i probably wouldnt be here if it wasnt for u...u mean more than words can explain..nothing in the world could ever ever make us not this close and i hope that we have more good times together..maybe we can even outway the shitty crap that goes on in our lives..(its good to dream sometimes lol).. :-*
another thanks is to tonja
tonja-omg we defenalty went through a lot too..i mean what can i say when i needed more than one opinion on something u were there...when i was on the verge of tears u were there..and i thank u for that..im glad that we are also really close and im glad ur one of my best friends that goes for heather walsh as well i mean when i needed a helping hand both of u were there to help and i thank u for that...if u ever need me i will be there for u...:-*
and last but never least eric
eric-i love u more than words can explain u were there for me when i needed u the most which most of the guys i hang with arent and i really do appreciate that...even though i didnt want to in a way but wanted to tell u about what had happend that night...u really truely showed me how much u were both there for me and how much u cared..i never doubted it for one second i know that when i need someones shoulder to cry on i can always call u...i know that u are really far away and i know that were not in driving distance(even though if we drove for a day i could be there lol)that u still take the time to make sure that im ok and that type of things...u mean a lot to me and i dont know what i would have done had i not met u..i love you and i know and hope that we will be together for a very long time...:-*
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