May 31, 2005 19:44
Well lets see...whats new with me? I started to get sick on Sunday, my throat was hurting and my body ached * you know like it does when you are sick*. I was suposed to do something with Matt that day (the fair at first) but i just didnt have the energy for it. So i took a nap and i felt even worse than before but i braved it and went to dinner with him. I just felt so bad that he had been waiting so long to chill with me and we barely were out for an hour...sorry hun. We were going to go see a movie after but uh i didnt feel good so i had him take me home. Monday i woke up and felt even worse, i didnt want to get out of bed for anything but i had to because the cousins were coming over. So i took some advil and it took away my aches and pains for a little while and i was able to have some fun but then it just got really bad! So i went to bed at 8 and didnt go to school today...which is no fun seeing that Finals are next week and its a bad thing to miss school. I missed two quizzes and i though i had none!! Oops! Anywho today was North Farmingtons Prom and my BFF Dee went and so she came over so i could see her hair and do her makeup...Andi my other BFF stopped by and dropped off a purse for Dee and help with her nails and makeup so it was fun!! I love those girlies!! I taked to a boy today that i havent talked to in a while, it was ok...but yeah i dont really have anything else to say but SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER!! oh and Feel better Sarah...Damn Hospital almost killed her GRRRR! But anyways on a happier note i will prolly see Jeff this weekend! YAY!
I feel like writing a poem so dont laugh if it sucks cause it is 100% off the top of my head!! Actually its not really a poem just a thought i would like to sort of write anonymously ... i like writing what is bugging in poem format it just comes out better and easier and that way you dont need names and you dont really need to say everything only what you feel...but yeah here it is....Do you know who i speak of? Prolly not!!
I have known you for almost forever
I see you as a best friend
I would never dare wreck what we have
Over what i sometimes feel
Sometimes i wish i could just kiss you
I know it would feel o so right
But i dont dare make a move
Even though you wouldnt reject it
Because you mean too much to me
Though if only for one night i could test it
If only i could see what it would be like
Wouldnt that be nice...