Its been awhile
Hey everybody!! well today has been very interesting...well this week has been interesting! I have been kinda moody and have been really thinking things through about a lot of different people and things. I still wish i could tell someone how i feel about them, you know just tell them lose the ** and be yourself cause you are really a good person and i want an apology. For everyone who knows what i am talking about do i deserve one or not? Also with a friend i really wish i could tell them something but i would be rejected for it for sure so i will just keep my mouth shut on that. And ive been thinking about myself and isecurites and how they are dumb and about boys like totally need to work on that!! Im so excited that it is finally nice and warm outside and i hope that it stays this way for my birthday!! OMG 23 more days!! THEN I AM 16!! yes! but yeah anyways...i had fun on tuesday going to breakfast with andi and the swords which as andi said ARE WHITE lol! oh well...also school is really sucky right now cuase my GPA is going to suck and i am going to be shot and skinned alive and never let out of the house again...i really screwed up like fore real this time and i am going to fricken pay for it! ouch i deff dont want the rath of my parents to come down on me!! BUT! my goal for next quarter is a 3.7 or higher so then you know i can get a 3.0 or better for semester cuase that is what really counts !!! but yeah i gotta go to bed before i get into trouble so im OUT! GODD NIGHT YALL!