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[lilducks92]

For all of you who wanted to know why I was crying :

It was because today was going so badly. Just.. everything wasn't going good at all. So I was already in a crappy mood. And then.. Robert and Anthony started threatening me. And my dog? That hurt my feelings so much. I love my dog a lot, and I don't like it when people make fun of her. And then

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[lilducks92]

I know you care, Sarah. You don't even know how much I appreciated it that the four of you stayed. But you know me, I'm always usually more on the negative side, and instead of thinking about you guys staying, I was thinking about the people who DIDN'T stay.

And maybe you don't know what I mean by this, or you think it's stupid, but I felt so bad when Omar calls Lucy cool, and since he called you two cool.. I mean, it's nice of him and stuff.. but he used to do that to me, until.. Andrea.. started bothering him so much, he got really mad. But he asked me what was wrong like a billion times, and I kept on shunning him. I'm so mean to him. I don't even talk to him. =/

And I know I didn't let you help. And I'm sorry. But I just hate talking to people when I'm upset.

[lilducks92]

Yeah, I know. I sort of didn't want you guys to stay in with me, but only because I didn't want to ruin your fun. But thanks for staying with me. I mean it

[lilducks92]

I see him like almost every single freaking day with his sister. His sister knows my name, that's how much I see him. x'D, but seeing as that he knows I.. uh.. he thinks I stalk him. oo; Because I am usually on Steinway for no reason.

I know he means no harm. But my hand just smacked him really hard without me even wanting to do it.

I know. I'm really sorry.

And you hurt me when you kicked me. ><;;;

You might not think that's possible, but trust me on this one.. it is. I care about you. A lot. No lies.

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[lilducks92]

I know. And I am seriously sorry. But I can't control my emotions when I am upset like that. And I know it was for a stupid reason.. but that's just how I am. =/ I can't change that.

Thanks. =)

Re: bcssig

[lilducks92]

Neopets. XP