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Last night was really tramatic. I was really tired and really in not a good mood. I can't really remember most of last night at all. It's all just one big blur. I remember being really dizzy, and looking for an outlet. I don't know why i do this to myself. It's like it's the only answer, i know it isn't... i know it isn't. But for some reason i find comfort in it? I can't even explain the feelings that run through me when i do it. Or why i do it. Or what i feel after it. I wish i could talk this out with somebody. But i am never like... helped with the conversation, it's always me trying to explain it. But i can't explain it, because i am too confused to do so. Life is fine now i think, i just for some reason am having issues with myself.
Today was good i guess, school seemed slow, and it was uneventful. I hate math, i am no good at it at all. Tally juggled raw eggs, highlight of my school day. After school me, Lucy, Stefan, Izak, & Brian went to the ave. They boys ate Pho... while me and Lucy sucked on limes... Then we got bubble tea. Henry Kleaveland was outside so i ran outside and said hello. We found Bill. Went to Brian's to watch band practice. They were pretty good. Then they had me sing. Bah. Then i went to the ave again and met up with Charlie and Erin, we saw Gothika. It was ok. I'm confused with the same issue, same person... again... it always happens when i see him...
I was just thinking... i haven't seen a lot of my homies in a while. Ya know, my homies. The SAAS crew... plus the Werners... and Peter... Ya know, i think that when Peter moved, everybody's friendships cracked just a little bit. He really was the glue that kept us all together. I miss him so much. Peter if you read this call me. I miss you. And that goes for the rest of you homies: Alex Werner, Tayro Wener, Kenny, Nick, PETER, Marty... anybody else i missed... comment in herrr or call me bitches... We all need to ill it in one big ill phat partay.
Today was good i guess, school seemed slow, and it was uneventful. I hate math, i am no good at it at all. Tally juggled raw eggs, highlight of my school day. After school me, Lucy, Stefan, Izak, & Brian went to the ave. They boys ate Pho... while me and Lucy sucked on limes... Then we got bubble tea. Henry Kleaveland was outside so i ran outside and said hello. We found Bill. Went to Brian's to watch band practice. They were pretty good. Then they had me sing. Bah. Then i went to the ave again and met up with Charlie and Erin, we saw Gothika. It was ok. I'm confused with the same issue, same person... again... it always happens when i see him...
I was just thinking... i haven't seen a lot of my homies in a while. Ya know, my homies. The SAAS crew... plus the Werners... and Peter... Ya know, i think that when Peter moved, everybody's friendships cracked just a little bit. He really was the glue that kept us all together. I miss him so much. Peter if you read this call me. I miss you. And that goes for the rest of you homies: Alex Werner, Tayro Wener, Kenny, Nick, PETER, Marty... anybody else i missed... comment in herrr or call me bitches... We all need to ill it in one big ill phat partay.