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I feel so miserable today..
after feeling so great last night.
Every now and then I like to thank God for all he has blessed me with..
but I feel like I try to go to him more when things feel like a mess.
I'm not the most religious person ever, and sometimes I wish this was different.
John is having his confession on Friday after not having one for about 3 years..
Me, I haven't done one since I was young.. probably in elementary school. I have sinned so much, and I wouldn't even know where to begin. I'm not at all perfect, and even though talking to a priest should feel rejuvenating, I just feel uncomfortable. As if I am being judged by him, even though he will not judge me.
I don't know why I feel this way.
Besides today and few other days where I feel absolutely terrible, life has been pretty swell since I met John. He's great. I hope it stays this way forever. (and by forever, I do mean forever. These feelings are real, and I don't ever wanna lose him)
after feeling so great last night.
Every now and then I like to thank God for all he has blessed me with..
but I feel like I try to go to him more when things feel like a mess.
I'm not the most religious person ever, and sometimes I wish this was different.
John is having his confession on Friday after not having one for about 3 years..
Me, I haven't done one since I was young.. probably in elementary school. I have sinned so much, and I wouldn't even know where to begin. I'm not at all perfect, and even though talking to a priest should feel rejuvenating, I just feel uncomfortable. As if I am being judged by him, even though he will not judge me.
I don't know why I feel this way.
Besides today and few other days where I feel absolutely terrible, life has been pretty swell since I met John. He's great. I hope it stays this way forever. (and by forever, I do mean forever. These feelings are real, and I don't ever wanna lose him)