Says it's optional...leave it at that...
Haven't been here for awile...feel kind of lost...
then again it's better that I start over, writing down my everyday thoughts and feelings...as well as what I have done may suit me jus fine...
Then again, it's not...like this is read anymore, which is probably for the better :) I love my old entries...it's too bad some people are too emotionally attached to the "Drama" of life that they had to ruin an epic tale of one kid trying to make people happy and not be selfish and get everything he wanted without helping anyone on his way.
On a .. different note... I've been taking a medicine that gives me the bi-polar feelings a woman would have...over dramatizing...paranoia..then a slip into a happy state of euphoria?..I dunno, very weird but I feel as if I've tapped into feelings males weren't supposed to get into...thus driving us nutz?
Over the timeline of college and work in my life I've met sum very interesting people...One...was a 26 year old who acted 16...I don't know how I stomped into that shit and didn't see it cming, but I definitely had to make an imediate evacuation ASAP.
Somehow I met someone from... WIsconsin, now...I control my life and who I meet and hwat I do most of the time ;) But...in some strange way, she got into my life...The funny part is...that I am more than happy to let her barge...move...slip...or whatever :) she's very intelligent and quite optomistic about a lot of things. Not a very good sleeper but she's working on it. I wish she didn't live so far away however, because she's been the most real person I've met in awile. We pretty much talk about everything, and I've only just met her. Strange how the ones you don't know very well always seem to be the ones you get involved with verbally...I hope I don't lose this one...
I've made contact with old friends...the phantom...the singer...off-road man...All sorts of people, I might begin work at a Car Detailing Shop, butwe'll see how that goes....Ive added many mods to my ride btw...
My creativity levels sinking...So I am stepping off this thing, l8r.
Always,
--==[[ Donnie
then again it's better that I start over, writing down my everyday thoughts and feelings...as well as what I have done may suit me jus fine...
Then again, it's not...like this is read anymore, which is probably for the better :) I love my old entries...it's too bad some people are too emotionally attached to the "Drama" of life that they had to ruin an epic tale of one kid trying to make people happy and not be selfish and get everything he wanted without helping anyone on his way.
On a .. different note... I've been taking a medicine that gives me the bi-polar feelings a woman would have...over dramatizing...paranoia..then a slip into a happy state of euphoria?..I dunno, very weird but I feel as if I've tapped into feelings males weren't supposed to get into...thus driving us nutz?
Over the timeline of college and work in my life I've met sum very interesting people...One...was a 26 year old who acted 16...I don't know how I stomped into that shit and didn't see it cming, but I definitely had to make an imediate evacuation ASAP.
Somehow I met someone from... WIsconsin, now...I control my life and who I meet and hwat I do most of the time ;) But...in some strange way, she got into my life...The funny part is...that I am more than happy to let her barge...move...slip...or whatever :) she's very intelligent and quite optomistic about a lot of things. Not a very good sleeper but she's working on it. I wish she didn't live so far away however, because she's been the most real person I've met in awile. We pretty much talk about everything, and I've only just met her. Strange how the ones you don't know very well always seem to be the ones you get involved with verbally...I hope I don't lose this one...
I've made contact with old friends...the phantom...the singer...off-road man...All sorts of people, I might begin work at a Car Detailing Shop, butwe'll see how that goes....Ive added many mods to my ride btw...
My creativity levels sinking...So I am stepping off this thing, l8r.
Always,
--==[[ Donnie