And I'll just fall, I let my heartbeat drop I faulter as the music stops and you watch me as I stall
OK so this update is more because I am bored than anything else.
So everything has been going swimmingly. We'll not really. But we are leaving the negative attitude at the door for this entry.
Actually I really can not complain. Grades suck but thats because I didnt really try this semester, which isnt good. I currently have about $600 dollars in my wallet, checking account, and savings account combined. I have no idea how I will pay for next semester. I will probobly lose my scholarship because of my grades and since I didnt really try maybe thats a good thing because then I am not wasting everyone's money. And that makes me feel like shit cause everyone has invested so much to see me succeed and its like I'm just pissing it away. Well not even that cause compared to last year this semester has been relatively calm. I don't know what it is.
Well now, there goes the negative attitude at the door bull shit. sorry.
So Thanksgiving break starts in three days or so and I can not wait to go home. I should call Quasthoff's and work over break cause they wanted me to but honestly I don't want to. Cause now, thanks to the TD here at Bradley, I will be spending my break looking for/memorizing monologues. I am sure I told you all about how I was susposed to be the ASM for both the Children's Show this January and Love Labors Lost this spring. Well apparently Love Labors was given to two other people, one of them being the TD's protogee. So I went to talk to him about it and he said he would talk to the department head.
I have yet to hear anything. So I am not going to take my chances and miss out, cause hey I am a year behind the rest of my class and need to do as much as possible to catch up.
So in lighter news, today Lauren and I became Master Dino Hunters. So if you have and Dinosaur problems we will be happy to eliminate them. And I cant dance, but four of us stepping on the squares at the same time did a pretty good job. and....oh i lost at basketball everytime but i am an expert waverunner. and i cant fish and got knocked out in my second match and the alien guns suck but my side definatly won the spit ball wars. and Andy has a huge boner for a black man and some girl had a plant.
OK sorry to change the subject again, but my sister seems really depressed lately. and I know its becasue she is graduating and will be leaving all her friends and her boyfriend behind. and well basically I am asking for any advice you have for me that I could help her with her situation. Cause honesstly I dont really know what shes going through. I couldnt wait to go to college, and sure i was nervous and didnt want to leave all of you but I knew we would remain close. One of those perks of being theatre kids I guess. Oh and as for the boyfriend part well, its no secret my love life was severely umm....lacking. So I have NO clue. So yeah I know shes going through a tough time and I want to help but I dont really know how so Im trying to get ideas so if you want to share any feel free.
Well thats all for this entry for now. I still havent quenched my boredom but something corporate is now singing Cavanaugh Park and i feel like singing along and I just cant muilitask like that. so goodnight my darlings and i will see you all soon.
waaaauuugggaaaah!!!! this song may have just solved my problem!!!
So everything has been going swimmingly. We'll not really. But we are leaving the negative attitude at the door for this entry.
Actually I really can not complain. Grades suck but thats because I didnt really try this semester, which isnt good. I currently have about $600 dollars in my wallet, checking account, and savings account combined. I have no idea how I will pay for next semester. I will probobly lose my scholarship because of my grades and since I didnt really try maybe thats a good thing because then I am not wasting everyone's money. And that makes me feel like shit cause everyone has invested so much to see me succeed and its like I'm just pissing it away. Well not even that cause compared to last year this semester has been relatively calm. I don't know what it is.
Well now, there goes the negative attitude at the door bull shit. sorry.
So Thanksgiving break starts in three days or so and I can not wait to go home. I should call Quasthoff's and work over break cause they wanted me to but honestly I don't want to. Cause now, thanks to the TD here at Bradley, I will be spending my break looking for/memorizing monologues. I am sure I told you all about how I was susposed to be the ASM for both the Children's Show this January and Love Labors Lost this spring. Well apparently Love Labors was given to two other people, one of them being the TD's protogee. So I went to talk to him about it and he said he would talk to the department head.
I have yet to hear anything. So I am not going to take my chances and miss out, cause hey I am a year behind the rest of my class and need to do as much as possible to catch up.
So in lighter news, today Lauren and I became Master Dino Hunters. So if you have and Dinosaur problems we will be happy to eliminate them. And I cant dance, but four of us stepping on the squares at the same time did a pretty good job. and....oh i lost at basketball everytime but i am an expert waverunner. and i cant fish and got knocked out in my second match and the alien guns suck but my side definatly won the spit ball wars. and Andy has a huge boner for a black man and some girl had a plant.
OK sorry to change the subject again, but my sister seems really depressed lately. and I know its becasue she is graduating and will be leaving all her friends and her boyfriend behind. and well basically I am asking for any advice you have for me that I could help her with her situation. Cause honesstly I dont really know what shes going through. I couldnt wait to go to college, and sure i was nervous and didnt want to leave all of you but I knew we would remain close. One of those perks of being theatre kids I guess. Oh and as for the boyfriend part well, its no secret my love life was severely umm....lacking. So I have NO clue. So yeah I know shes going through a tough time and I want to help but I dont really know how so Im trying to get ideas so if you want to share any feel free.
Well thats all for this entry for now. I still havent quenched my boredom but something corporate is now singing Cavanaugh Park and i feel like singing along and I just cant muilitask like that. so goodnight my darlings and i will see you all soon.
waaaauuugggaaaah!!!! this song may have just solved my problem!!!