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hey! well 30 hr famine is tomorro! yea so psyched! except not really cuz i don't feel good i mean i feel fine like i'm not sick but mentally i feel awful. lol i know what u're thinking "wynn has finally snapped" which is probably true because i don't kno any sane ppl who start bustin out the moves on stage at the black history month assembly... but it felt like a good thing to do at the time... i just regret not doing any moves from napoleon dynamite...geez...how could i not? idk i jus feel lonely i guess i miss everyone...not just a particular everyone- - i feel disconnected from my friends at school and church and well dance... at dance we're like always working there's like no time to have fun even tho we have fun anyways...at school i never see my friends from last year and thats no one's fault but its almost like we're not friends anymore...which is fine i guess...and i don't get to go to the cove as much as i want to because of dance...why are things so messed up??? i'm doing too much i know that... i could never quit dance but sometimes... i wish i could just do what everyone else was instead of trying to juggle school, church, dance, and about 5 extra curriculars from hendy.... but this is my life and i chose for it to be this way... i miss you guys