Dec 29, 2004 11:54
I have a bit to rant and rave about today.
So if this turns out to be a long-ass post and you don't feel like reading it all, I'll understand. I'll hate you, but I'll understand. :D
Sorry, I feel very violent today. I wanna kill sumthin'....with a sword preferably. Ya, that sounds good.
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So, last night we were all chillin' around, tryin' to find a place to watch Resident Evil: Apocalypse, so we went to McDonalds. We were thinkin' of people to ask along, and I suggested Molly. After this point in time the evening went downhill. It automatically became a big thing about how excited I was to see Molly, and obviously I have sumthing for her or sum bullshit that they came up with. So they were all teasing me about it, then she showed up and I got really quiet and didn't wanna actually talk to her because of what they had said.
Why become what they think I am, right?
Then we went to coffee, and I kept avoiding her. Steve and Nick were flirting with her the entire time, fuckin' hypocrites and man-whoredom. Steve has a fuckin' girlfriend! WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE'S DOIN'?!?! IF HE'S GONNA BE AN ASS TO HER AND FLIRT WITH OTHER GIRLS, WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAVING A GIRLFRIEND IN THE FIRST PLACE?!?!?!?!?!?! GAH! Frickin' dumbass.
Then we ended up going to Brittany's to watch it eventually. On the way there, in the back they had a discussion about why they didn't go dancing this summer. It was, of course, my fault.
Last summer, Molly was starting to develop feelings for me just before I went back out for Keli, I had feelings for Molly too, but I thought that she was just playfully flirting back, not that there was anything actually there. I always think that girls are just flirting, I never think that anyone could ever actually have feelings for me.
I asked Molly what the reason was that we never went dancing, and her answer was that "You had found something better to do at that party."
How much damage can one fuckin' party cause?!?! JEEZE!
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I dunno if I have much else to rant about....Ervin seemed kinda pissy early on during the movie. By the end he was calmed down though.
Kyle gave me Starcraft so I can finally play with them, now that none of them play anymore!
I think that's about it, and I am gonna go kill stuff or sumthin'.
Peace Out!
Spense
P.S. I miss Carly. And let the teasing begin! :D