Soooo
Nufin much goin on here.
Just being bored at fuckin 8:15 in the fuckin mornin.
Deric is sleepin on the couch ... I could'nt sleep anymore about 2 hours ago.
LoL ... D-Ric looks like Fred Durst and Aaron Lewis ... and let me say ... that is SEXY! LoL.
He bought me a rose sunday night. Isn't that sweet?
Damn ... the only time Brian ever bought me roses was when I graduated. Fucker was s'pose to buy me roses and get my fuckin nailz did but hey ... he is wit a new nigger now. Owell ... wonder if its one of those ... i am scared to love Jess kinda dealz again and is runnin from his feelingz.
Poor lil thing..... LoL.
But D-Ric is the man. He's been makin me pretty fuckin happy just being wit me. He is always wantin to be wit me and shit ... and that just great. Shit ... Brian wsa like happier when he finally left from being wit me.
I'm sry if I keep goin on the fuckin Brian deal .. but I'll admit it ... yeah I do love him. I been in love wit him for a good while now. It just ain't gonna change over night ... unlike certain people. But yeah ... thatz that. There will never be another Brian and Jess again ... and I think I am happy about that. Sad cuz I love him ... happy cuz itz for the better. He did nothing but stress me out for the last 2 or 3 months. So0o0o yeah. I unno ... I guess wut ever makes him happy will make me happy in the long run. I just wanna be on talkin terms and not have him sit there and run his mouth about false info. And I was called immature .... I've never ran my mouth about false shit. I just ain't like that. And there is lotz of shit that I could fuckin say ... but outta respect for him ... I don't. I'm more mature and have more respect in ppl than that!
Well I guess thatz all.
I'm still at muh brothes crib. LoL ... I think they are movin the old bed to Carlee's room if Kendra gets her bed. Soooo I'll be able to stay here when I please ... LoL ... i'll prolly be movin back in ... that would be madd funny.
Top O' The Morning To Ya
Jess