i fail at life
ugh everything is going wrong. It seems like everything i do or every person i talk to just i just mess things up. I'm so sorry to people I've hurt. and then there is this whole happiness issure...yea there is no such thing as happiness anymore hopefully that will change this weekend cause i'm goin to a bbyo thing sat night and i'll get to see people that i love and spend some good time with them. mid terms start next week and i'm alreay stressing about them...i haven't started studying but its all and then at the end of that week i have to take the lovely sats. and with this upcoming convention for bbyo..i messed up and didn't call people in advance enough or so it seems nad like only 5 people are goin which sucks like its better then last year but i want to do more and it seems like its just i can never do enough. i just want to crawl up in a lil hole and go away and just never come back to how i am now.