do i really know?
hey....hm...lets see next week i'm gone from monday to wednesday for fbla and then i'm home for thursday...and then on friday during school i have to go see Julias Ceasar for eng. class and then after that i leave for the weekend for bbyo for an amazing convention. after that i come home for school, volunteering, and now practices for the student run. I have no time anymore for anything. and there is so much i want to do. but on a good note i talked to Mike and Dave today and we were talkin about FBLA and i can't wait to see them they are amazing i luv the 2 of them....jim's good...i dunno i'm confused...it kills me that my best friends hate him and he hates them i wish they would all be able to get along but i no that isn't going to happen...relationships confuse the hell out of me...and then this whole love thing keeps coming up..I'M NOT READY TO SAY IT...sry i had to get that out of me...school sux..i need to work my but off this next marking period to save my grades...i have no time for anything and i'm sry i just can't do or be everything that everyone wants me to be...i'm not perfect at all...i'm just sick of it all...ugh...i try at everything i really do but it always seems like i lack somewhere or forget somthing n then it just comes up to kill me lata on....i really can't wait to get away from everyting here and just go away to bbyo next weekend all my problem seem to go on hold while i'm there and then i just have to deal w/ them on sunday night or monday if i'm lucky...i don't no what i want....im sick of it all...y do i have to do more then the average person..y are expecations placed on me...n i'm crying now i'm done...if u actually got this far congrats if not its fine doesn't matter adn thank you for listening if u did read it all