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havent updated in a while..
i have been kicked off the fieldhockey team....fuck all
i rele hate life
and the funny part is i have been trying sooo hard in school and stuff....like rele tryin to pull myself back togeather you kno? but no it all blows up in my face.
all this pain is just driving me insane and if i even tried 2 cut it out there would be nothing left.
over all these years there have been so many silent tears because i couldnt tell anyone any of my fears but now all this pain is driving me insane
i have been kicked off the fieldhockey team....fuck all
i rele hate life
and the funny part is i have been trying sooo hard in school and stuff....like rele tryin to pull myself back togeather you kno? but no it all blows up in my face.
all this pain is just driving me insane and if i even tried 2 cut it out there would be nothing left.
over all these years there have been so many silent tears because i couldnt tell anyone any of my fears but now all this pain is driving me insane