Apr 05, 2011 05:23
I feel oddly....refreshed lol.
maybe it's because of today or maybe because of the book i just finished
either way as crazy as it is i just made a promise to whatever god thingie is up there.
I WILL TRY.
i will try to be a good person.
mostly this mean i will trust what i think is right. all this recent bullshit showed me that i was not being bitter or a bitch. i was realistic. every single thing i said....was right. he proved me 100% correct on every account. even the one that if he could prove me wrong my love for him would never die....if he had, it wouldnt have.
never. never again will i let myself believe i'm wrong.
have a fucked up at times, yeah. i own up to each one and i regret then forgive myself for being well..stupid BUT never forget them.
life without regrets is bullshit.
life with forgivable regrets is the only life worth living.